New Blog: My Life as a Sissy Wife

Don't forget to check out my other blog where I plan to talk about about how I actually ended up being a sissy wife to a dominant woman! Some of you who look in here may be in the same situation! It's in my blog list but the address is:

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Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Attracted to men as a teen sissy!

I have written about sucking other teen boys and having crushes on them, one in very much in particular. And also ogling naked men in the pool locker room.

Haha. James Bond was the type
of real man I was attracted to!
But as a teen sissy, I always had crushes on grown men that I would come across. Like my middle-age neighbor's boyfriend and her daughter's boyfriend too. He was a sailor. Then there were other kids' dads. And the police officers and ball players! Thought they were hunks!

One of the things that attracted me -- a soft sissy -- was their ruggedness. Then there was their smells! Whether it was their aftershave or just that manly musky smell! You probably know what I mean!

I envied the girls who were with these men of course. Made me both excited and sad at the same time. I saw how they were with these men and I never could be. Have you had that feeling too?

Monday, July 21, 2014

Upset that we cannot be pretty in public!

 Doesn't it really suck that we cannot dress like this in public! Whenever I see real girls like this out in public and I think how I cannot be out there just like them, well I just hate the world!

I mean, I have dresses like these, which I described in a recent post, that I wear around the house. Maybe sneak out late at night occasionally with them on. But to walk down a public street during the day like these pretty girls, well, most of us just cannot do it. And it is just not fair!

I envy those girls so much! Just like them, I want to show off my smooth legs and pretty clothes, but society will not let me. And just why the heck not!

Who else is mad about this?

Having a tiny penis!

This is just my opinion, but I find the idea of a sissy T-girl with a big cock to be a bit of a contradiction. What do you think?

I mean, I see pictures and videos of girls that are popularly known as "shemales" fucking not only real girls, but also guys! They do this because they have such big cocks!

I guess I just don't understand. To me, a T-girl should be a sissy, should be submissive, should always GIVE oral pleasure to men and women, and should be the one being fucked -- either with a real man's cock or a dominant woman's strap-on -- not the other way around!

To me, T-girls like Tayla here are perfect. Look at those breasts and the rest of her body and she is pretty and she is just so close to being a real girl because of her little penis or "sissy clitty."

She would make a wonderful wife for a dominant real woman! Or a man's wife too! T-girls, in my humble opinion, should aspire to be a wife, whether to a man or a woman. They should be submissive to their partner in every way.

I guess I just don't get the idea of a T-girl taking the dominant position. It just does not make sense to me. What do you think?

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Here's a story that popped into my head!

Funny how a memory can pop into your head at any time:

When I started college I met a girl through an organization and we became girl friends, although definitely not girlfriends. She was really liberal and liked to be around gay guys and sissies.

Anyway, she lived near my hometown and I was at her house a lot. She had a brother who was still in high school. In the process of talking to him, he introduced me to these two other boys. I remember one was David; the other I'll call Brucy because I don't remember his name even though I can picture his face from that time.

David and Brucy, it seemed, were giving special favors to a guy who lived out in the middle of nowhere, the brother, Kevin, said. They would go to this man's house and get naked and he would kiss and cuddle with them or even just have them be naked with him for hours. And of course, they would also give him blowjobs.

Kevin said he knew about this because he had asked David and Brucy where they were getting all their money and jewelry and other gifts that they would show off.

(By the way, I hope David and Brucy were 18 -- and they might very well have been because they were seniors in high school -- so this was legal at least in the age of consent sense. I know the sissies in my group played around with other boys, but never with adult men.)

Having said the above, I do remember thinking how lucky David and Brucey were and how I wished I had a gig like that! And I guess I really could have. There were men in my neighborhood who would eye me up when I passed by in my girlie short shorts with my shaved legs and painted nails and all. And some of these men were dads who probably knew from their teen sons which sissies were giving their sons blowjobs!

I would fantasize about real men and even eye them up in the pool locker room. It was probably my greatest wish to be in the arms of real man! But sadly, it did not happen. Lucky for David and Brucy that it happened for them. 

I might add here that David and Brucy weren't even sissies; I don't even know if they were gay boys. I remember that they were on their high school's basketball team. Might have just been doing it for the money and gifts!

I hope you enjoyed this little memory that popped into my head the other day!

Thursday, June 19, 2014

Strong girls vs. weak sissies!

I was just wondering: 

Nowadays, you see so many strong, athletic girls out there, like the softball player in the photo. You see many girls in the military. You just see so many girls who are executives and are strong and assertive and dominant.

That must mean there is a corresponding number of sissies out there who are meek and submissive and not strong and not athletic! Sissies like the ones who look in here!

So, my point is: if girls can be opposite of what they should be, that is strong and dominant, then why can't boys be opposite of what they should be, that is weak and submissive, like the sissy below. Talk about a double standard! But it has always been that way hasn't it? Even more so today.

I guess up until the 60s, women stayed at home in their house dresses having babies and doing housework, while their men worked in the steel mills. Effeminate sissies had it very tough. In fact, they just stayed in the background.

Now, the women are assertive, so why can't we sissies be our effeminate submissive selves! The good news is that nowadays we actually can! So, my point is, it is only fair: if girls want to be like guys, then we sissies certainly should be able to be like girls!

Ha ha, this is an essay, isn't it! But these are great times for sissy T-girls!

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

Stumbling upon a memorable scene!

This is what I stumbled upon one day when I was
on a bike trail in a park and it left a big impression
on a teenage sissy, for sure!
Near where I grew up there is a big state park. Also a very sizable lake with a bike trail going about 7 miles along the shore and into the woods.

When I was in high school and college, I would throw my bike into the back of my hatchback car and go out and ride the bike trail, often by myself. One time, when I was in high school, I was out on the trail when I noticed some people out in the brush. It was not uncommon to see people out there hiking because there were several hiking trails as well.

But they were not hiking. A naked guy was lying on a blanket with his big hard dick sticking straight up in the air and a pretty girl was bouncing up and down on it. I think they must have thought they were in an area where they would not be seen. That must have been why they never noticed me standing about 100 feet away watching them.

It seemed like I was sitting there on my bike watching them for a long time, but I bet it was just a few minutes. I went on my way and they never even knew they were spotted.

I don't remember exactly what year of high school I was in when that happened, sophomore or junior I recall, but I do know that was the first time I ever saw two strangers having sex. I know I was giving blowjobs to the boys and saw other sissy friends giving blowjobs, but I knew all those sissies and boys. I hadn't ever even seen a porn movie.

So, seeing that naked girl bouncing up and down on that guy's big beautiful cock made a big impression on me. I went home and that was all I could think of for days and nights. Of course, I wanted to be like that girl so much! Pretty, nice breasts, smooth all over, lovely pussy, giving a man pleasure with it! Oh my, it was almost too much for me to take mentally!

Anyway, has anyone else who looks in here ever stumbled across a scene similar to what I saw? Please tell us about it!

Thursday, June 12, 2014

Teen memories of men

When I was growing up a sissy, my family had access to a pool at a park owned by my dad's company. I would love going out there at every opportunity for reasons that I will explain.

When I reached junior high age, 13 or 14, I began to have feelings not only for boys my age but for men who were much older. So we would go out to this pool and I would linger in the changing room so I could get a glimpse of the men in the shower and when they were changing in and out of their trunks.

Most of these men were rugged steelworkers, although office workers for the plant could use the pool as well. But it was the rugged men who caught my eye and made me tingle. Now, the reason I am posting that picture at right of the model Dave Dekker, is because there was a man there who looked a lot like that. Big muscles! Big cock!

As I said, I would linger in the shower or changing room just to get a good look at that man. And, of course, I tried very hard not to get caught while eying him up. Then I would go home and while lying in bed at night I would fantasize about being held in those strong arms, just like Dave's arms. The man would hold me and kiss me. And he would tell me how he was going to make me his girlfriend.

Now, I have to admit that at that time I had no thoughts or desires about taking a man's cock in my ass, but I had already started sucking the much smaller cocks of boys my age. So I certainly fantasized about sucking that man's big manly cock and licking his big hairy balls. In my dreams, I would pleasure him with my lips and tongue until he was groaning and then convulsing with an incredible orgasm. And after I ate his cum, he would hold me in his strong arms again and brush my cheek and tell me what a good sissy girl I was.

So I had this fantasy almost constantly and like I said I never missed an opportunity to get out to that pool and perhaps get a glimpse of this man naked -- or any hunky mane for that matter -- in the changing room.

Did anyone else go through this, you know, having a crush on or fantasies about some hunky muscular man when you were a young sissy?

Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?