New Blog: My Life as a Sissy Wife

Don't forget to check out my other blog where I plan to talk about about how I actually ended up being a sissy wife to a dominant woman! Some of you who look in here may be in the same situation! It's in my blog list but the address is: http://mylifeasasissywife.blogspot.com/

About this blog: Do you like to read about my thoughts and experiences and those of the followers, or would you rather it be more X-rated like many other blogs?

Who were you with for your first kiss?

You must be a sissy since you view this blog. So just how little is your little sissy clitty?

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Grade school

Like I have said before, I don't remember a great deal of details about great school. I don't know how people remember so much about that period. I especially had no idea what I was going through.

What I do recall was that I wanted to be around my mother and not my father. I wanted to help my mother in the kitchen, for example, but not my father in the yard or with the car. I remember playing dolls with my two older sisters. I even had my own Barbies. And I loved dressing -- and undressing -- them!


Part of this was the fact that my dad had nothing to do with me. And not just me, my sisters too. He did shift work in a steel mill and then went his own way without us to the bars and the bowling alleys. I don't even remember him and my mother going out for evenings out.

So I spent a lot of time with my mother and sisters doing "girlie" things like cooking, baking, laundry and other housework. But I must have liked it. No one was forcing me.

I also remember that I did not prefer boy sports like football, baseball and basketball. So I did not have a lot of male friends. I did however have a lot of girl friends in grade school. I was just more comfortable being around the girls.


One other thing I remember was that I had this neighbor girl that I had a huge crush on. When I was in grade school, she was already in high school, she was that much older. She was a beautiful blonde. Since I had no ideas about sex at that point, the reason I was so infatuated with her was that I wanted to be like her. I think she was the one -- even moreso than my sisters -- that gave me deep inner feelings that I wanted to be a girl. She was just so perfect and every once in a while I would catch her tanning out in her yard since we right next door. And I'd see her in her short summer shorts and tank tops. There were always a lot of boys coming around to see her, to say the least.


Monday, November 3, 2008

First thoughts

I don't remember much at all before first grade and I don't even remember that much about first grade either for that matter. A lot of people say they remember when they were 3 years old, but I don't really buy that. But maybe they do.

Anyway, one thing I remember about preschool was that I did feel different, and of course I did not know what I was feeling. I remember feeling shy and often hiding from people when they came over to the house.

I have two older sisters and they must have had an effect on me because I remember I wanted to be like them.

But the one thing that sticks in my mind about the preschool years was that I always wanted to be nakey. In fact, even today, my 81-year-old mother laughs and still tells stories -- and embarrasses me! -- about how I was always taking off my clothes and running around -- even running outside!

I must have been a real handful!

So I would take my clothes off and I had a nice "Indian blanket" that I would wrap around me and wear like a robe and then later like it was a dress, because I must have seen ladies in their nice dresses.

And this was before I had discovered what my sisters were wearing and what the girls in grade school were wearing.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

About me

This will sound familiar to a lot of you reading this.

As far back as I can remember I knew something was different about me, but of course as a kid I did not know what. All I knew was that I did not want to be like the other boys and do the things they did. I wanted to be like the girls and do the things they did.

(I will go into my thoughts here further, but this will stand as a brief introduction.)

Things, as you well know, progressed and as an older teen I became quite confused about what was going on. Heck, I thought I was gay at the point that I had figured out what gay meant. I wanted to make out with boys, but I did not know for sure. I was scared about that. I wanted to make out with girls too.

So I experimented with both, so I guess you can say I am bi. What I did know was that I was a very submissive individual -- to guys and girls. When I finally found after college that I wanted to be with women more than men, the women had to be the strong-willed, assertive, confident, take-charge type.

That eventually led me to my wife. Did I mention she is very beautiful as well! We have been married 25 years. Much more on that later. But she knew I was different from the other guys when I met her. How different she didn't really know. But she liked my soft and feminine side.

The bi part? I still have bi leanings. I still fantasize about being taken by a strong man. But I vowed to remain loyal to my wife and I have done that. I love being submissive to her and pretty much like her girlfriend. I would not change a thing. Well except for the wanting to be a girl part. But that is not going to happen, so I am happy being the next best thing.

Well this is my introduction and I will post my thoughts and stories about growing up a sissy. Hopefully you wil have some comments!

Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

Why do your wear bras? Or not?

Ever pilfer panties from a girl's drawer, clothesline or laundry, etc?,

How do you wear your pantyhose?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?