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Thursday, May 15, 2014

Discovering your sissy self

When I was in grade school, I was not a total sissy of course. I am a firm believer that sissies -- and gays as well -- are born that way, but as a boy I think you naturally try to be a boy until you discover that that is not what you are suited to be.

So I tried playing boys sports  like football and basketball and baseball and I was just not very good at them. And I was the kid who could not climb the rope in gym class or do a pull-up or a push-up. I did gravitate to some of the more girlie sports like swimming and tennis.


I liked watching sports on TV, but I also liked to read my mom's fashion magazines and watch her soap operas with her.

My dad was a hunter and so were all of my uncles. They would go and take my male cousins along with them. But I was never invited. They new that that would not be my thing. And they were right. And they would go on fishing trips to Canada and also leave me behind.

So I stayed home with my mother and helped her with housework. And I found I enjoyed that. I learned how to cook dinner and bake and sew. I even enjoyed doing the laundry and ironing and dusting and vacuuming. I learned about female clothing and underwear and inevitably I found that I liked that too.

I had two older sisters so I became wrapped up in a female world and discovered that that was my place. I also spent time with my aunts in the neighborhood and their daughters. Not their sons.

So I would bet if any of you sissies out there are reading this that you probably went through a similar experience. It has not been all roses, of course, but I just found myself better suited and happier in a feminine/sissy world, not a macho/manly world.

Please add your experience if you are reading this. I would love to some sissies to share.

10 comments:

sissycrissi said...

I just want to say that I appreciate this blog entry. I didn't grow up with the same experience. My childhood was much more traditionally male, and I don't really even wish I was a girl, but still there is that part of me that does. In fact, I always felt a little short changed that I never got to play with dolls or apply makeup as a child. I truly enjoy feeling feminine and taking the submissive role, and I always have. I discovered my inner sissy at a very young age and only wish I had been able to express my true self earlier and more often. Thanks for sharing.

Anonymous said...

I always felt sissy, and wanted to be a girl. But the society then said you cannot. It would have been lovely to go there, but I just could'nt. I finally got with a guy,and found that is what I should have been doing all along. I love sucking cock;I LOVE the taste of cum. I LOVE being fucked. The guy I was with thought being fucked was a problem, but I assured him that for me it was heaven. Being dressed as a woman with a man fucking me, and letting me suck his cock was absolutely fantastic! We watched porn, and I was especially jealous of the girls getting gang-banged. We eventually moved away from each other, and I miss him and his wonderful cock. I have'nt found another man, but I'll keep looking. Keep looking for the sissy I am!

jellybean said...

Stevie
You are SOOO right and your comments from when you were young are ALMOST the same as mine.
My Dad took my brother fishing, but not me and actually I hated playing any kind of sport except tennis.
There was a girl living next door and I loved playing house and dolls with her. Sometimes the boys would show up and want to play softball or something and of course I said NO!
I never have been intoo anything macho and lately I have been wondering how it would be to be with a man and suck his dick. Haven't ever really had thoughts like this in my life until the last few years.
Stevie, I really do LUV your blog and you are SOOO pretty.

Michael Dickey Sissy said...

I have known I was a faggot since I was very young--I always liked girls clothing--especially panties and bras. I tried to be straight all the way up til I was an adult and then I realized I was such a sissy inside ---so I just began to let it all come out! Today I live every day as a girl--I wear panties 24/7 and a bra--i wear makeup--shave my entire body--wear nail polish--use girly soaps and lotions--and jus totally act like a queen all the time. Im proud im gay and even more proud to be a sissy !

Anonymous said...

I appreciate someone who expressed what I knew was true for me. I remember playing house with my sisters and playing with the dolls. Sure I played with the boys and did the boy thing but i really wanted to play with the girls. As I got older I wanted to start wearing dresses too and using makeup. Sure I did the guy thing and dated girls but I wanted to be the girl! I fially just said the heck with it and now am en femme 24/7 and adore men and never date other than men...I still wish I had been a girl from the start I missed out on so much!

Anonymous said...

Verytrue

SissyVioletta said...

I tried so hard and so long to act like a male, I almost thought I got to it. Not at all, of course. At 11-12 I had dreams and daydreams about being a girl, fell in love with my best friend and spent my night in the bathroom playing with my mother's lingerie and lipsticks...a 100% sissy faggot, of course...

debbie said...

so glad to hear others have had the same experiences and feelings as I have had growing up.I wore my sisters clothing when home alone and after moving out of the house became a fulltime sissy to my older roommate

lill jo said...

when I was finishing year 6, so 11 years old, I had a good choir boy singing voice and I was give the lead female role in an operetta by Gilbert and Sullivan at an all boys school. I didnt get fully made up till the night of the show. it definitely made me go 'whoa!' at the time but at that age you can imagine I didnt know what to make of it. so for my first sissy experience I debuted in front of an audience of a couple of hundred people fully femmed snd made up. This is absolutely true. No BS.

So I have a different take on being born a sissy. id have to with that experience! I actually think there is a bit of both. predisposition and circumstances. in my case maybe the latter was more impactful.

Nancy Lewis said...

Growing up, I guess I wanted to be a sissy, but in those days, I did not understand the concept.

In looking back, had I known, I would have told my mother that I much preferred to be raised as a girl. Again, if I had understood, I would have wanted to be put on a hormone regimen to accentuate female traits and eliminate any male traits.

I had two sisters and I was jealous all my life of their lack of a penis, their inability to have an erection, their clothes and the fun they had as girls.

Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?