New Blog: My Life as a Sissy Wife

Don't forget to check out my other blog where I plan to talk about about how I actually ended up being a sissy wife to a dominant woman! Some of you who look in here may be in the same situation! It's in my blog list but the address is:

About this blog: Do you like to read about my thoughts and experiences and those of the followers, or would you rather it be more X-rated like many other blogs?

Who were you with for your first kiss?

You must be a sissy since you view this blog. So just how little is your little sissy clitty?

Friday, December 31, 2010

Something I would dream about!

There's something about that picture that really appeals to me! When I was young teen sissy, I would go to the pool and see hairy older men like this in the locker room. And those times really left an impression on me. I would go home and fantasize through the night and even dream about being in the arms of men like this.

In these thoughts I would be my weak sissy self. Shaved smooth of course and smelling like a girl. My man would be hairy and rugged -- and mature --  like the man pictured. And he would just smell so manly! That scent -- and I 'm sure you know what I am talking about! -- would be intoxicating to me. You know what I mean -- the armpit scent, the crotch scent!

I would want my smooth sissy body to be cuddled in his manly arms! I would kiss and lick his body! And I would just ask him over and over: "How can I please you?" In my dreams I would pleasure his manly cock over and over and over! Seeing him in pleasure would be my greatest pleasure!

When he needed a break from me sucking all of his precious juice out of him, I would bathe him and massage him and cook for him and just be his naked girl!

Please tell me some of you also had fantasies and dreams like this! (P.S.: I still have these thoughts, by the way!)

Monday, December 20, 2010

Things in common with girls!

I have been looking at Playboy magazine since I was a young sissy of about 12 or 13. I would burn papers and take out the trash for the couple next store and I would rescue them from the trash! What a bonanza that was for me!

But I was always envious of those girls!  I wanted so badly to have bodies like them. Beautiful smooth skin, precious titties! I have been dreaming of being like that even to this day of course!

So in the January issue they have the Playmate review. And Olivia Paige it says is "a sucker for all things pink (Hello Kitty!) and girlie cupcake-print sheets adorn her bed." And think, wait a sec, I am just like her! Especially the part about loving all things pink! I mean I have pink undies, pink robes, pink baby doll pjs, pink chemises, pink shoes, pink socks, pink sheets, pink blankets, pink spreads! Lots of pink things! (Well, I have lots of pastel things in general!)

So Olivia and I have something in common! I wish pussies and big breasts were something that we had in common! too!

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Wouldn't you rather have a big beautiful cock!

... or this?
Would you want this ...
Ok, so you were born with male parts. Now, if you are tiny and sissified like I am, wouldn't you love to have a big, beautiful cock like the one above! You would be the envy of all your friends and the guys in the shower room!

And the girls and T-girls and gay guys would want to get into your pants so they could worship that beautiful thing! And you would put it deep inside of them and pump your load in their pussies and asses and they would just love you for it!

You won't see too many cocks more gorgeous than the one pictured here! You'd give up all thoughts of being a girl if you could have that, wouldn't you?

... or this?
You would, wouldn't you? But I wouldn't! I have always dreamed of having a pretty pussy! I have wished so hard that even if I could have -- through a miracle -- the nicest most manly cock there ever was, I would not trade it for having a delicate pussy!

I would want to have the pussy to pleasure such a beautiful cock! What about you? Would you want that wonderful cock? Or would you be unswayed like me and want to have that precious pussy to pleasure it?

... or this?

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Sissies make great babysitters!

This is a sissy's dream, isn't it?
Starting when I was 13 and up until I graduated from high school, relatives and neighbors sought me out to babysit their kids -- even infants and toddlers.

I guess word got around how good I was with children. How I was patient with them. How I kept the toddlers entertained and how changing peed and poopy diapers did not bother me!

To help out the mother, I would even run the sweeper or wash any dishes in the sink and tidy up as well -- and the father would be obligated to give me a big tip!

Heck, I think I got almost as many babysitting jobs as my sister who was a year older! And when she couldn't make it, she would recommend me! But I have always been good with kids. I know it has to be the maternal instinct inside of me right next to that instinct that has always made me want to be a girl or a least to live a feminine life.

I guess I have always been sad that I could not have given birth and breastfed my babies like the mothers pictured here. How wonderful that would be! Look at their facial expressions!  I really can't think of anything that can top that beside taking my man's seed deep in my pussy to start that whole pregnancy process in the first place! But that's another great thought!

I remember watching my mother breastfeed my younger brother when I was 8 and 9. I can't say that affected me at that age, but when I was 13 and started babysitting for an aunt one time she returned home and proceeded to open her blouse and my infant cousin suckled her right in front of me. I was so envious! Not of my cousin, my aunt! And I remember thinking how my aunt felt comfortable doing that in front of me.

(By the time I was 13, it was pretty much evident how much of fem I was, so my aunt must have thought that her breastfeeding in front of me wasn't going to traumatize me! After all, as I have written elsewhere, these same aunts would have me over to help them bake along with my female cousins and neighborhood girls.)

But what sissy would not want to have huge milk-engorged breasts with big nipples! And a baby to suckle on them!

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Don't you wish you could breast feed!

I love those captioned photos! Especially the ones where there is a curse involved but the transformed girl doesn't want the curse to end because it would be so nice to remain a girl!

This new girl loves breastfeeding so much and being a mommy so much that she does not want to turn back! That would be me, of course! Would that be you too?

Thanks to Daddy Feminization for the great photo and caption! It is a wonderful blog for sissies!Oh and it's now Boyfriend Feminization!

Friday, November 19, 2010

Pretty T-girls I wish I could be!

 I came across these pictures the other day at some ladyboy website! I just think those Asian ladyboys are so awesome! Just so beautiful!

I could definitely live with looking like any one of these three gorgeous girls!

And look at the legs on all of them! They have nicer legs than 90 percent of the women I work with!

But I have always been a leg girl! I have always considered that to be my best asset! Always had girlie legs --  not to mention skinny arms -- growing up!

I bet these three girls have no trouble
whatsoever finding a strong man to pleasure!

Friday, November 12, 2010

Belated thanks to all the veterans!

I thought about you yesterday on the actual Veterans Day. But I wanted to put something in writing here.

Men and women serving today are so special to me. I know for a fact that -- being a sissy all my life -- I never had a fraction of the courage needed to do what they do each and every day!

Being a secretary for an officer is probably the best I could have ever done. Or I would have been one of the Rosie the Riveter gals had I been living during World War II. How great it would have been to be one of those centerfolds who entertain the troops!

But to be an actual soldier? I know that I do not have it in me. I mean if you have read around this blog and feel like I do -- heck we want to the girls, after all. So I appreciate what our men and women in uniform do for us. They are doing it in place of us sissies and they are doing it to keep us safe and to preserve our nation, which, although not perfect, is a place where sissies can be sissies if they want to be! So God Bless Them All!

These two photos are the closest I could ever be as far as being a soldier. That's why I am so thankful that we have our brave and wonderful U.S. soldiers and sailors and airmen!

Monday, November 8, 2010

A T-girl period?

Wouldn't it be great if T-girls like us could have a real period every month! I mean a lot of us love the idea and feel of wearing maxi pads and some said they use a tampon.But we do it because that is what real girls do and we want to be like real girls as much as possible! Don't we!

These sissies are making their monthly trip to the store!
But wouldn't it be great that, say, you took female hormones and the hormones triggered something inside of you that made your little sissy clitty leak. Not blood, but just a clear leak. And just enough that you would need feminine protection in your panties! And it would happen for one week every month. And that would be when you were on your T-girl period!

I personally would love it! Just think: You would have to excuse yourself when you are out to dinner on a heavy flow day to go and change your maxi pad! And of course the people you were with would know that that was the reason you had to excuse yourself!

Of course you would have to go to the store every single month to buy your new pack of maxi pads! And the young female clerk there would get to know you! Maybe she would pass on some Kotex coupons to you!

And you would have to tell your dates or partners how you are on your period! And on those occasions you would wear a feminine pad with a belt and of course still pleasure them with oral sex! After all, don't real girls when they are on their periods still pleasure their men with blow jobs!

Think of all the great possibilities of having a T-girl period! And how it would a big step closer to being like the real girl that we all want to be!

UPDATED  11-12-10: Added a poll below. Pick if you use a maxipad or tampon on a regular basis or if you think the idea is a really silly think to do!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

My teenage fantasy! Was it yours too?

Wouldn't you want to be in his strong arms!
This is the type of guy I started dreaming about as a young teen sissy!

At that time, I had girlie legs and skinny arms. I started to shave smooth when the body hair started to come in because I hated it! There was a sissy friend I played with and the boys who came around for BJs.

But I would see guys like Yank Davis here when I was in the shower room at the pool. And I would go home and lie in bed and think about them! I would think about my soft and smooth girlie body in his strong arms! My tiny soft sissy clitty rubbing against his hard manhood! And how I would caress him and kiss him all over. And I would worship his manhood, licking his big balls and taking his throbbing cock into my mouth!

My pleasure would come from how I pleasured my man! And I thought about how great it would be to never have to leave his strong arms! I needed a strong man like that to hold me and protect me!

Monday, November 1, 2010

This would be a great place to be!

Face it girls! Wouldn't you want to be the life of this party? On your knees -- nakie, with your tiny limp clitty exposed -- pleasuring these gorgeous guys!

I have had this fantasy quite often! What about you? Just one time, I did do two guys at once. What a great time that was for me! And those two guys enjoyed it too! Swallowed both of them, of course!

Could you imagine doing these nine guys and swallowing all their precious loads! Just think: by the time you were finishing off the ninth guy, you would have already had eight loads in your belly! What a wonderful thought that is!

But I was wondering: Have any of you reading this ever even come close to this wonderful experience? I know, I am pretty lame because I have done only two at one time -- although I did have times when there were more than that number of guys in the room but just watching!

But lets us know here if you have ever done a gang blowjob! Or if at least that is one of your fantasies!

Monday, October 18, 2010

They sent me the wrong coupon!

I got this coupon in the mail the other day! Well, at least someone out there thinks I'm a girl! My name was on the outside! I don't know where they got it, actually.

But really, they sent me the wrong coupon! I have never used tampons! I am more of a maxipad girl girl! I have been using maxipads ever since I "borrowed" my mom's as a young teen!

My mother used the belt and what they call "hospital pads." They have the extra long tabs that you clip onto the belt as you probably know. I was able to find one of those belts on eBay. And the pads are rare but found in an good drug store.

Sometimes I do my housework wearing only the belt and pad and high heels! (And believe me, I am tiny enough that I do not slip out from behind the pad!)

But usually I like a nice warm Kotex maxipad in panties! Hopefully they will send me some nice coupons!

Friday, October 15, 2010

Success story: Janny

 I found these before and after shots of Janny (Jannie?). She was so gorgeous on the left there with her sissy clitty! Don't you agree! So beautiful! Look at that body! I wish I looked like that right now!

And there she is with her pussy on the right! Could you just imagine being her right now! Having that precious pussy that we all want so much! I bet she is so happy that she is a girl now! And I can't help feeling so happy for her! And so envious! Don't you agree!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Tribute to a great T-girl: Camilla de Castro

Camilla was so pretty and I remember envying her so much, until her life turned tragic.

She was 26 years old when she apparently committed suicide when she leaped from her 8th-story apartment. The account I read said drugs were involved. And also that she had announced her engagement to her boyfriend one month before. That is so extremely sad. What a waste.

I wonder what happened? I mean I know we T-girls are often much troubled. But she was just so beautiful and so many of us envied her. We would have traded place with her. It must have been the drugs, as reported.

But of course Camilla lives on in cyberspace and on the DVDs she made.This is just a little tribute to the a great girl. I hope she is the girl she wanted to be in the afterlife. Or maybe she will be re-incarnated as a girl, as many of us hope!

Do you remember Camilla? What are your thoughts of her?

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

A serious post today

Putting fantasies and wishes aside today:

I get so pissed off when I read these constant reports of bullying of gays and lesbians and the transgendered. Don't you?

And so many of these cases are ending tragically. I bet just as many ended tragically before, but now we are hearing about them a lot more.

I heard someone on TV say today that bullying currently is at a more intense level for kids than many of us older people have experienced because of the Internet and cell phones, social networking and webcams, etc. Boy that is so true!

What is the matter with people? I hope they prosecute these bullies to the fullest. Let these young people sit in an adult prison for few years. Do you think they will get their turns to be bullied there?

When I was growing up, the abuse was mostly verbal. I wish I had a dollar for every time I was called a pussy. One time a couple of jerks pulled my pants down to show that I was wearing panties. If that was their way of getting their jollies, they were a sorrier case than I ever was.

The other thing that bothers me is gays and lesbians in the military. I can't believe there is so much animosity toward them. And those Republicans congressmen are so nasty in opposing them. And then there are those religious fanatics who hate gays but run around on their wives. Or even have affairs with gays!

But the bottom line for me is this: If we have people in the military who are so afraid of taking a shower with a gay or lesbian, then how are they going to do when they are up against the Taliban or al-Qaida, the real threats? It just doesn't make any sense!

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Fabiane teasing us with a tuck!

This is what Fabiane would look like without her sissy clitty! Are you liking what you see!

I love to tuck as much as possible too because I love to look down there and see what it would be like to not have a sissy clitty, but have a pussy.

Also found a couple of pictures of Fabiane dressed really nice in girlie clothes that I like! Does she look adorable in a short shorts and a bikini!

And it is a good thing that her sissy clitty is so small -- like mine! -- because you cannot even see any little bulge in her bikini bottom!

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

A T-girl I wish I could be: Fabiane Spears

She is definitely on my list of favorite T-girls!

Just look how perfect her body is!

Her legs and arms and titties and face are absolutely gorgeous!

I tried to search the Internet to see if maybe she has had her sissy clitty removed, but I came up empty.  If you know anything about that, please post it here. Could you imagine what she would look like with a pussy! Remember what Fernanda looked like in an earlier post?

But either way she is awesome! T-girl or new girl! Don't you agree?

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Don't you wish you could be pregnant!

The other day, when I was toiling away at my office, the young lady sitting next to me in our row of desks had about a half-dozen women gathered around her. They were all smiling and giggling. I just had to slide my chair closer to see what all the fuss was about.

Turns out, the young lady had just announced that she was pregnant! She was so happy! And all the other girls were so happy for her! I was so happy for her too! And I was so envious too!

I have always wanted to be pregnant and give birth and nurse a baby! Anyone else reading here feel that way? I have that feminine instinct, of course, but I guess I also have that maternal instinct too. I believe I would have made a very good mother!

But, getting back to the young lady: She was just bubbling over with happiness. And although she was not starting to show yet in the belly, I did notice -- because she was wearing a very low-cut top -- that she was already starting to grow up top. That would be so great too: To have your breasts grow and fill with milk to be given to your baby

I remember when my mistress was pregnant. She was like a "succulent peach," I would tell her! And I would tell her how much I envied her and always asked her what it was like and what she was going through.

It is funny though: Many women say, "You never would want to be pregnant, it is so awful." But for guys who wish they were girls, they would take those pregnancy hassles in a second if they could be a woman. I am correct on that?

But just look at those beautiful pregnant girls! Wouldn't it be great to experience that!

Monday, September 20, 2010

Wow! 200 followers!

This is what we here want to be!
Holy cow! I just noticed that this blog is up to 200 followers! I should not be so surprised though. I know that there are an awful lot of guys out there who wish they were girls!

Some guys wish they were great golfers. Some guys wish they drove a Jaguar. Some guys wish they were married to the hottest babes. Well, we here wish we were the hottest babes! What's so bad about that! And there are a lot of women out there who really want to be like men and really wish that they were men for real.

But getting back to the blog: Thanks for being a follow if you are. And please contribute your comments. When I post something, I usually try to make it something that you can comment on. I'll ask you what you do or how you feel about the subject

This is Corinna, looking like Heidi!
What T-girl would not want this!
That's because I know that I am just the same as most of you and you are just the same as me. For our entire lives, we have wanted to be girls and we have had to live with that desire and try to make the most of it. Some of us have been courageous and fortunate enough to actually become girls through SRS. But the great majority of us have not done that and live somewhere in the middle between male and female to various degrees. I am correct on that?

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Thinking about having a pussy!

I was just thinking today just how much I have for so long wished I had a pussy. Just like those beautiful pussies that are pictured here! Could you imagine! That would be so nice!  I guess if you are reading this then you have also felt the same way for a long time.

I can't say that I have ALWAYS wanted a pussy, because I cannot remember how I felt at a very early age. I mean I remember feeling girlie, but let's face it -- when was the first time you ever saw a pussy! For me it was when I was 12 or 13 and it was in one of my dad's girlie magazines. It kicked in that that was the way I wanted to be! And I have had those thoughts ever since! Do you remember when you first had desires of having a pussy?

What would you call it if you had a pussy? Check out the poll! I guess you can see that I would probably call it my pussy! That's actually what the bully boys called me all through school. Well, some of them called me "cunt" too. Never called me "vagina" though!

Thursday, September 9, 2010

A T-girl I wish I could be: Alyssa

Those can't be T-girl legs!
Any fem would want to look like this!
Feminine perfection!
I have these photos of this beautiful T-girl, Alyssa. But the first ones that I found did not show that she had a sissy clitty. So, I'm thinking, she must be a real girl because she is just so perfect!

Look at those gorgeous titties and legs and that beautiful face! Have you ever seen legs that nice on anyone? Any T-girl or real girl would want to have attributes like that.

But I have just the one photo where she reveals herself. Look at her little sissy clitty peaking out!

Wait! She has a sissy clitty after all!
Would you want to look like that? Oh yes!

Alyssa, you are just so awesome! I bet strong manly men love to have their way with you! You could walk around town on their arm and everyone would think you were a real hot babe and no one would guess your secret! I envy you so much!

Just look at the photo of Alyssa in black lingerie! I bet she is waiting for her man to come and take her in his arms! And she will pleasure him all night long with her sweet mouth and sissy pussy!

Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

Why do your wear bras? Or not?

Ever pilfer panties from a girl's drawer, clothesline or laundry, etc?,

How do you wear your pantyhose?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?