New Blog: My Life as a Sissy Wife
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Tuesday, June 1, 2010
What I wish for: A cunny to play with!
I guess I am the textbook example of what it was like to grow up transgendered. I have read psychological studies on the Internet of guys who say they felt they were born into the wrong body, and I say, "Hey, that is exactly me!"
My feelings were always those of a girl. I have always wanted to do things that girls do. I have always wanted to dress like a girl. And after seeing one for the first time, I have always wanted to have that pussy instead of what I was born with. That desire has never waned. I still think about it every day.
Imagine having a nice cunny like one of the ones at right to play with. Or have a manly man take you and fill your cunny with his massive cock and give you orgasms over and over and over. Or maybe have a gorgeous girl lick you and you lick her pretty pussy to glorious lezzie orgasms. Anytime I have watch a porno flick, I have never, ever, thought anything other than that I was the girl with the man, the girl with another girl, or the tgirl getting it from a real man!
I have the utmost respect and admiration for any girl who has gone through gender reassignment surgery. I suppose they grew up with the same feelings I did, only they were much more courageous. Through the years, I have thought about taking the same actions they did, but I just couldn't ante up the price that must be paid. And I'm not talking about the money for surgery. I have that. I'm talking about the huge sacrifices of possibly losing your job and your family and your friends. And when that is all done, possible still being an outcast.
So I can only keep on dreaming about having a pussy like the one above. I am certainly not alone as most of us T-girls are in the same boat. What about you? Have you always had thoughts and desires of having a pussy like a real girl?