New Blog: My Life as a Sissy Wife

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Tuesday, June 1, 2010

What I wish for: A cunny to play with!

Ever since the first time a saw a pussy in a magazine I have felt that I was missing something -- a beautiful pussy like the ones pictured here!

I guess I am the textbook example of what it was like to grow up transgendered. I have read psychological studies on the Internet of guys who say they felt they were born into the wrong body, and I say, "Hey, that is exactly me!"

My feelings were always those of a girl. I have always wanted to do things that girls do. I have always wanted to dress like a girl. And after seeing one for the first time, I have always wanted to have that pussy instead of what I was born with. That desire has never waned. I still think about it every day.

Imagine having a nice cunny like one of the ones at right to play with. Or have a manly man take you and fill your cunny with his massive cock and give you orgasms over and over and over. Or maybe have a gorgeous girl lick you and you lick her pretty pussy to glorious lezzie orgasms. Anytime I have watch a porno flick, I have never, ever, thought anything other than that I was the girl with the man, the girl with another girl, or the tgirl getting it from a real man!

I have the utmost respect and admiration for any girl who has gone through gender reassignment surgery. I suppose they grew up with the same feelings I did, only they were much more courageous. Through the years, I have thought about taking the same actions they did, but I just couldn't ante up the price that must be paid. And I'm not talking about the money for surgery. I have that. I'm talking about the huge sacrifices of possibly losing your job and your family and your friends. And when that is all done, possible still being an outcast.

So I can only keep on dreaming about having a pussy like the one above. I am certainly not alone as most of us T-girls are in the same  boat. What about you? Have you always had thoughts and desires of having a pussy like a real girl?

5 comments:

Sissy Slut Michelle said...

I just thank god for this blogger place that gives gurls like us a place to escape the reality that we will be forever trapped with this male part. Keep up the great work you are wonderful.

JamieLin said...

What a fascinating observation. So many times I've thought about what it must be like having a pussy. The feelings of an anatomically adapted organ perfected for fucking by hard cocks. And my biggest wonder and wish of all--the feeling of slippery wetness growing between my legs as slutty sexual urges grow. But in all those imaginings, I never once thought about what my cunt would look like. How strange.

tg_captioner said...

I remember walking through the mall, looking at all the female clothing stores thinking "hey! why do they get like 2 dozen stores, and I get sears or Jc penny?

And the pussy thing, yea.. imagine not requiring to get a penis erect to orgasm (and multiple times). Sometimes when I'm playing with my wife's pussy, I imagine it's really my pussy I'm playing with.

sissydoll said...

I know it's hard to believe. But I once dreamed I was a girl (and a wet one to be more specific). It was wonderful! I was so disappointed when I woke up. It felt so real. I could "feel" my lover penetrating me at the point where my testicles are and filling me up so deliciously. Just for that one dream I had a real pussy and I loved it.
By the way. I've tried fruitlessly to re-dream that experience.

Stevie Stevens said...

I have always had such dreams. I remember that when I was young they were not graphic dreams, just a manly man holding my naked body in his strong arms and kissing me. I would either be a sissy or a girl in these dreams.

Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

Why do your wear bras? Or not?

Ever pilfer panties from a girl's drawer, clothesline or laundry, etc?,

How do you wear your pantyhose?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?