New Blog: My Life as a Sissy Wife

Don't forget to check out my other blog where I plan to talk about about how I actually ended up being a sissy wife to a dominant woman! Some of you who look in here may be in the same situation! It's in my blog list but the address is:

About this blog: Do you like to read about my thoughts and experiences and those of the followers, or would you rather it be more X-rated like many other blogs?

Who were you with for your first kiss?

You must be a sissy since you view this blog. So just how little is your little sissy clitty?

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Stunning athletic girls

Not surprisingly, the poll question about what type of girl would you want to be leans almost unanimously toward being petite and weak and submissive. Only 2 percent of the votes so far for strong and muscular and dominant.

I'm not surprised that we T-girls would want that. But I was thinking. We probably want to be petite and weak and submissive more so than regular women would. I think many regular women want to be fit and strong (but probably not like a body builder). They want to be more dominant in the home and the workplace. We as T-girls want to be submissive and would change places in a second.

In the poll, I left out fit and beautiful -- like the tennis player Maria Sharapova, who is pictured -- on purpose. (She sure is a tall, athletic and leggy girl!) That was because I bet the great majority of  T-girls and GGs would want to be like her. I know I would. It would be great to be stunning like that. I also wish I was a petite and submissive girl and had a girlfriend that looks like Maria who would make passionately love to me and I would totally submit to her!

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Feminine beauty

Now, who would not want to have grown up looking like one of these awesome girls! Sometimes I feel so sad that I missed out on that.

I would see girls around school, especially in high school, and I wanted to be them. After all, much of me felt like them. I wanted to have their smooth skin and their long blond hair. I wanted to wear their short skirts and dresses to show off my legs. Just like most teenage girls, I wanted boys to chase after me .... and catch me and love me!

Heck, I would have even settled with looking like one these girls pictured, even with my hated male parts. (Have you ever seen a more perfect ass or rear view of a girl than like the girl on the left!)

But as you know, ultra-feminine sissies just got the crap beat out them, didn't they. They still do. And sometimes it's even worse for them. I got abused enough as a sissy growing up and I wasn't even the most ultra-feminine sissy around my town or school.

But surely, if you are reading this, you went through feeling the hurt of wanting be like the girls pictured here and of course not being able to attain that goal. I felt very depressed at times growing up -- I couldn't be a girl and as far as dating, the girls didn't want me for anything more than a close friend.

So I have live my entire life as a T-girl, probably like most of you reading this. Maybe God will give me another shot and send me back as a girl in a future life!

What are your thoughts?

Thursday, June 17, 2010

What type of a girl?

You want to be a girl -- or else you would not be reading this, would you? But what type of girl would you want to be?

Would you want to be a girl like the one at right? I know I would! Look how ultra-feminine she is and how it looks as though she would need to be protected by a man or even another woman. If that was me I would be 200 percent submissive to my man or woman. Their constant pleasure would be on my mind and my reward would be them holding me and giving me the security that I need.

I would have to think that we T-girls would want to be as soft and feminine as possible. Because that is what we crave. We may be soft and feminine as T-girls, but that is not the same as being the girl on the right, is it?

Or would you like to be like the bodybuilder at left? Strong and muscular and a match for any man? Or even stronger than many men? If you were the petite girl, you would make a lovely girlfriend for the woman at left, wouldn't you? She would throw you down and have her way with you of course! You know, the thought of being such a feminine and weak and submissive girl is intoxicating. Imagine if even the great majority of women were dominant over you, as well as the manly men!

Take a close look at the bodybuilder though. The thing that struck me is that her pussy lips are so big that they actually look bigger than my little sissy clitty! No kidding! As a T-girl, the bodybuilder would of course be dominant over me! And force me to suckle those big pussy lips!

But which one would you rather be? I'm intentionally leaving out an in-between choice because I think most T-girls would opt for that. So give your opinion one way or the other.

Polls are showing up again so please vote in the poll down below and also add your comments to the post.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Girlie smooth all over!

Don't you just love to be smooth all over? I know it can be a chore to shave all over, but the results are something we t-girls really cannot live without.

Any body hair at all is so manly, don't you agree? And we are so very far from being manly of course. Oops, I forgot. Sometimes I grow a V-shaped patch of pubie hair above my little sissy clitty. But if I can't get it to just the right girlie shape, I just lop it all off and try again.

Most of the time I just shave using a gel that includes baby oil. But sometimes I like to coat my body with Nair and then get in the shower and shave that off. That's when I feel the smoothest! Really nice! Especially when I spray on a nice scent.

I started to shave my legs in junior high school, just as soon as the hair started to come in. I thought it was repulsive! I didn't want any body hair. I wanted to be smooth like the girls. As some of you also experienced, I got a lot of crap from the bully boys for shaving my legs, especially in gym class and in the locker room.

The chest hair really did not start to come in until years later and luckily it was sparse. But I wanted none of that either. So off it came too. So in high school, I was shaving totally smooth -- even arms -- and the verbal abuse got even worse.

But after shaving for all these years, it has become so routine and I have become so good at it -- just the like the girls pictured. I could not imagine having any body hair! What about you? How do you feel about having body hair?

Oh, and wouldn't it be great to be the girl in the razor add at right! Just look at how incredibly smooth she is! I am so envious! If that is what you can expect from a Venus razor, I just have to get me some!

Also, I like the ad for the shaving cream at left. Wouldn't you love to have legs so beautiful that you were picked for a shaving ad!

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Rick geek or poor hot girl?

OK. Say you are a guy and you developed into a really nerdy guy, just like the guys from the movie Revenge of the Nerds (at right). But you have been a very decent human being. You help old ladies across the street, you volunteer at the animal shelter, you help all the people in the office who are totally clueless about computers.

But you are so nerdy that you never move up the corporate ladder and worse yet you don't get any action from either sex.. So God sees this and he wants to help you out. He says that he wants to reward you.

He gives you two options:

1--You can be owner of your own software company and makes tons of money. Your company passes up Microsoft. Your picture appears on the cover of Fortune magazine. People forget about Bill Gates and say that Windows was like working with a chisel and stone compared to your operating system. But you are still a nerdy guy like the guys shown in this post. A very rich computer geek. More money than you know what to do with. But still a nerd..

Or 2--You can be like the girl shown in this post. You would be far from rich. Maybe just a college student or a struggling waitress. Your penis and balls gone. But you have soft sexy legs. Suckable breasts. An inviting pussy. You have very little money and school loans that you are struggling to pay off.

God says you have to choose one or the other. So what do you choose? The filthy rich nerd? Or the poor gorgeous girl?

Please leave your comments and don't forget to vote in the poll on this down below.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Early thoughts of how I wished to be

I was trying to remember the picture that really made an impression on me as a young teen sissy. Now I had seen pictures of stars such as Marilyn Monroe, Jayne Mansfield, Brigette Bardot, Rachel Welch, etc, in magazines and I just adored and envied them.

I did some chores for a couple in the neighborhood. Shoveling snow from their sidewalk. raking leaves. Since I was a sissy, I couldn't  be trusted with a power mower so I did not cut the grass. But I did take out the garbage. One time by accident I noticed they were throwing away girlie magazines. I saved them from the garbage and kept them. The weren't porno mags or anything, probably Playboys.

I remember that a picture something like one of those at right caught my eye and I kept it. The girl was lying on her belly with her boobies protruding in front of her. A hint of bummy showing. I loved how smooth she was all over. I especially loved the boobies, though. From then on I wanted them. Thought I should have had them. Thought I missed out on them somehow. I was so envious!

Remember the famous Marilyn Monroe pose? I would pose like that, tucking my little sissy clitty between my legs and putting my had up behind my head. And I would lie on my bed and pose like the girls pictured here too, pretending and wish I could be like that.

What about you? Was there a picture or a film that you may have seen that made you think: "I should have been a girl like that!"

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Some fun with dolls

Some sissies have told me that they grew up playing with a doll, but it was a GI Joe doll. I did not have that nor did I have a Ken doll, Barbie's boyfriend.

But if I did have a boy doll, I certainly would have dressed him up in the clothes of Tammy or Barbie! It's funny the things you can find on the Internet! But there it is, Ken in drag! Looking pretty good too! I definitely would have dressed Ken up that way if I had him.
Searching some more, it was inevitable to find a Barbie in some sexy mode and sure enough I came across lesbian Barbies!

Now, my sisters and I had Barbie and Tammy, but I guess my mind during grade school was not warped enough to put them in a lesbian relationship!

I just think these Barbies and Kens pictured here are so hilariously funny!

As far as the poll so far, I really thought more of us would have played with dolls growing up. Maybe some of us were not that much of a sissy at the younger age and found out later on when the doll-playing time was past.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

What I wish for: A cunny to play with!

Ever since the first time a saw a pussy in a magazine I have felt that I was missing something -- a beautiful pussy like the ones pictured here!

I guess I am the textbook example of what it was like to grow up transgendered. I have read psychological studies on the Internet of guys who say they felt they were born into the wrong body, and I say, "Hey, that is exactly me!"

My feelings were always those of a girl. I have always wanted to do things that girls do. I have always wanted to dress like a girl. And after seeing one for the first time, I have always wanted to have that pussy instead of what I was born with. That desire has never waned. I still think about it every day.

Imagine having a nice cunny like one of the ones at right to play with. Or have a manly man take you and fill your cunny with his massive cock and give you orgasms over and over and over. Or maybe have a gorgeous girl lick you and you lick her pretty pussy to glorious lezzie orgasms. Anytime I have watch a porno flick, I have never, ever, thought anything other than that I was the girl with the man, the girl with another girl, or the tgirl getting it from a real man!

I have the utmost respect and admiration for any girl who has gone through gender reassignment surgery. I suppose they grew up with the same feelings I did, only they were much more courageous. Through the years, I have thought about taking the same actions they did, but I just couldn't ante up the price that must be paid. And I'm not talking about the money for surgery. I have that. I'm talking about the huge sacrifices of possibly losing your job and your family and your friends. And when that is all done, possible still being an outcast.

So I can only keep on dreaming about having a pussy like the one above. I am certainly not alone as most of us T-girls are in the same  boat. What about you? Have you always had thoughts and desires of having a pussy like a real girl?

Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

Why do your wear bras? Or not?

Ever pilfer panties from a girl's drawer, clothesline or laundry, etc?,

How do you wear your pantyhose?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?