|Love T-girl and GG girlfriend. Lovely!|
I, of course, grew up being a sissy boy. Played around with other sissy boys. Then played around with regular boys who liked sissies. When I became a teenager, I was also attracted to girls. But because I was a sissy, they all wanted to be my "close friend," but of course they did not want to date me because I was a sissy. Do you know that feeling?
This went on through college and a bit afterwards. I knew lots of girls in college, even hot cheerleaders and dance team girls, but they wanted to be my "close friend." I mean I was so close with some of these girls that I would pleasure them with my tongue -- with no reciprocation -- even as they had boyfriends. What was funny was one girl kept getting calls from her boyfriend while I was between her legs pleasuring her. But she treated me like a girlfriend. I would do things with these girls, but they were not "dates."
Meanwhile, I had some guy friends that I would pleasure too. And it was without reciprocation with them too. Do you see a pattern here?
It was easy to meet people like me in college because at my big university there were several LGBT groups. But, and you may have noticed this too, most of the hot guys are not looking for a T-girl. The great majority are looking for other hot guys, just like you are.
So I graduated and moved away to take a job. Suddenly my lifeline was not there. So I started going to gay bars in my new town. I didn't go in wearing a dress, but maybe a pair of short shorts and a tank top. Shaved smooth, smelling girlie. Just like I mentioned that I like to wear still today. I got the impression that I was not welcome there.
|This is so nice!|
So anyway I met this women at the place I worked. She liked my sissiness and softness. She actually wanted to go out with me on a real date. She had just come off a relationship where she was abused and I think she was done with "real men." She vowed that that would never happen again. But she was strong-willed, assertive and dominant. I can't believe a guy took advantage of her! And I liked that very much.
So I came to realize that more than anything else I was just plain submissive. Gay. Straight. Both. But definitely submissive. I had, after all, always been that way.
So we ended up getting married. (No, I did not wear a wedding gown. But I wish I had!) I am still a sissy and her girlfriend. Our sex life mostly consists of me giving her lots and lots of oral pleasure, of course, without reciprocation! I do all the housework for her so she can use her time for leisure. She likes to spank and paddle my sissy behind!
I bet a lot of sissies like us end up with dominant women instead of men. Because, like I said, the hot gay guys are looking for other hot gay guys. There are probably more women out there who are happy with a relationship with a T-girl, as opposed to men who just want a BJ but no relationship.
But I still fantasize about men. I fantasize about a lot things: lezzies and masochism as well. But I have actual been loyal to my dominant wife because I probably have been pretty lucky compared to other T-girls. And I like being a T-girl lezzie like the girls in the pictures I posted.
I still always wish that I was a girl!
So what is your situation?