|What I wish I had!|
|Something to fill it!|
I have felt ashamed at times that I have always wanted to have a pussy like the one pictured. And since that was not about to happen in real life, I have always wanted to be as feminine and as girlie as possible. But I have always realized that I did not just one day get up in the morning and decide I wanted to have a pussy and be a girl. Like I was deciding what I wanted for lunch that day. No, that desire has always been with me. And I had a need to evolve more and more into femininity.
On the other hand, I have had people try to make me feel shame. Like my father, who really wanted nothing to do with me because I was a sissy and not some macho boy who wanted to play football and hunt. Like the bully boys in school who would hurl insults at me.
But I got through all of that. I still have the same desire to be a girl or at least be girlie. And I have never ever felt that God made a mistake with me. Never felt bitter. I just think that I am special, along with other T-girls. Don't you agree?