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Monday, February 28, 2011

Girls wanted to be my friend (not girlfriend!)

It would have been nice to play dress-up with the girls!
If you were like me growing up a sissy girl in public school, girls -- and I mean some of the prettiest and most popular girls in school -- wanted to be around you. They wanted to do things with you like do homework together or go to the mall together.

As I mentioned before, they would confide in you with their secrets when you talked and a lot of times that talk would take place right in their bedrooms. I remember girls' moms having no problem whatsoever if I went up to their high school daughters' bedrooms because these moms knew that I was not going to try anything and it was pretty much like their daughters just having a girlfriend up to their bedrooms.

Oh, and these moms, like my aunts in the neighborhood, were constantly telling how sweet and gentle I was to my mom and dad and that I was welcome to come over anytime. My mom appreciated that and my dad would get pissed.

So, if you were like me, these girls wanted to be around you like a girlfriend. Did they want to date you? No friggin way! You probably found that out also, didn't you? They might go to a movie with you, but it was not a date. They would go to the movie with real boys and make out with them during and after the movie.

Then maybe they would tell you about it the next day. All the juicy details! How the boy might have felt up the girl's tits and put his hand down her pants and diddled her while they were necking. How if they were especially close she gave him a blow job in the car. Many of you know exactly what I am talking about, don't you?

And my feelings would really be muddled. On one hand, I wanted to be the real boy with the girl. But actually, I envied the girl who was WITH the boy! In high school, I would give guys blowjobs, but of course I was not a girl, just the sissy faggot that those boys took advantage of to get some kicks when the real girls were not putting out for them.

I am not lamenting about that. That made me VERY VERY happy to pleasure those boys, even if they were taking advantage of me. As you know, what was tough was not being a REAL girl like those girls that you were friends with.

Being around those pretty girls a lot and seeing them in their undies and hearing their secrets and their experiences with the cute boys just made me want to be girl like them so much more. And of course you know that that hurt, because that was something that I could not have.

What are your thoughts and experiences?

2 comments:

JA said...

I go out with girls at the club but they were fucking with other boys and I wait for them. To them I was a girl as they

SallyAnn said...
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Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

Why do your wear bras? Or not?

Ever pilfer panties from a girl's drawer, clothesline or laundry, etc?,

How do you wear your pantyhose?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?