New Blog: My Life as a Sissy Wife

Don't forget to check out my other blog where I plan to talk about about how I actually ended up being a sissy wife to a dominant woman! Some of you who look in here may be in the same situation! It's in my blog list but the address is:

About this blog: Do you like to read about my thoughts and experiences and those of the followers, or would you rather it be more X-rated like many other blogs?

Who were you with for your first kiss?

You must be a sissy since you view this blog. So just how little is your little sissy clitty?

Monday, January 31, 2011

How do you deal with not having a cunt?

    I wish I had a cunt!
    I guess I have always wished I had a cunt!
    I realize that I did not wish for real that I had a cunt until I was a teen, but I am sure I did subconsciously when I was younger. I certainly knew that I was different than what a boy should be.
    I do know that when I first saw a picture of a cunt and saw my sisters and mother naked, I knew that is how I wanted to be! I didn’t actually see their cunts, but I saw that they did not have a penis. And I envied them so much for that!
    I found my dad’s girlie mags and I adored all the girls and their cunts!
 And what they were doing with their cunts!
    I knew at one point that I would have to have a cunt to be happy. But that never happened. We can be sissies or trannies or whatever, but not having that cunt  makes all the difference in the world, doesn’t it!
    The circumstances have to be right for when a T-girl acquires her cunt.  And I have so much respect and envy for girls who have undergone GRS.
    Then there are the rest of us. I have gone through life somewhat depressed  that I don’t have a cunt. And I am sure if you are reading this, then you have too.  I say “somewhat depressed” -- and not “despondent” – because I have been fortunate enough (I guess) to have been able to deal with what was dealt me. But as you know, it is very hard to do that and at least try to be happy.
     Being able to be a sissy and be girlie is some consolation, but it is small consolation to not having the cunt we wish we all had.
    OK: When did you first realize that you wished you had a cunt? Not when you started dressing up exactly, but when you knew that you should have had a cunt and began to wish for one so badly?
    And how have you dealt with not having a cunt?
    Here’s you chance to profess your desire to have a cunt! Or rant about how you have lived still wishing for a cunt!

Monday, January 24, 2011

My popular sister

Well I have mentioned my sister several times and about how I borrowed her panties and she ended up giving me various hand-me-down items so I would not touch her stuff any more!

But the bottom line was I was just so envious of her. I would have given anything to be her and at the very least I wanted to be more like her. She was very popular in junior and senior high school and I pretty much existed in her shadow. At various times she held one of the top spots on student council, was in various homecoming or prom courts, would be president of clubs such as the ski club, etc. Oh did I mention she was a cheerleader for a couple of years too.

She had a perfect body and long dark hair. I tried to find some pics that came close to what she looked like as a teen and as a cheerleader. And I think the two I posted here are pretty close.

Of course, my sister was not the only girl of that type that I envied. I was quite envious of all the cheerleaders and majorettes, the prom and homecoming queens. The girls who performed dances in our school musicals.

And while most boys wanted to get into their panties in the usually way, I wanted to get into their panties in the literal way. I mean I wanted to BE THEM and be in their panties!

So my question this week to followers would be this: Did you have a sister that you envied and wanted to be? Or maybe a girl in school or in your neighborhood? Someone who you wanted to be so badly that it just hurt because you knew that you could never be her? And it depressed you that you were born a sissy and not a real girl? And you could only strive to be girlie? You could only be a pussy, but not have a pussy?

If you are like me -- and many of you have told me that you are -- then you have a response to those questions!

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Polka dot panties!

Don't you just love them! I have a dozen or so pairs of polka dot panties and I was thinking about purchasing some more because I love them so much!

But when I was putting on my panties today after shaving smooth in the shower I thought back to when I was 12 years old or so and first started borrowing my sister's panties from her undie drawer. And yes of course these were polka dot panties! Funny how things from long ago stick in your head!

My sister, who was a year older, was so great! Of course she soon realized that I was borrowing her panties. It was not a secret what a sissy I was. She did tell me to knock it off, but she also surprised me by giving me a bunch of panties that she no longer wanted! She did not want me going through her stuff, and she was right. But that was my very first stash of undies! And there were some polka dot panties in what she gave me. Luckily we wore the same size as I was a year younger like I said. I was so lucky to have such a nice sister!

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Please post your comments!

In case you haven't noticed, I don't really like to post something every single day like on some blogs. I might post several times a week. I try to post thoughts that followers might be able to identify with and hopefully will comment on.

I know that a lot of us sissies and T-girls have led very similar lives. We started out the same and for the same reasons. Most of us had absent fathers, were shy, put on our sister's panties, were bad at or uninterested in boy things, etc, etc.

We have shared many of the same experiences with men and women and sex with one or the other or both along the way.

So I guess my point is this: This is your blog. I just start off a topic and hope that you can add to it. Because, like I said, probably almost all of you have the same feelings that I have.

So please continue to add your comments. And if you have not commented yet -- well why the heck not!

Remember that even if you comment on an older post, your comment will appear at the top of the list that is on the far right under Girlie Talk. If you have a longer story that you would like to post, send it to me in a e-mail, and I will consider it.

And, oh, by the way, wouldn't you want to look like Linda O'Neil, shown above! Probably more than any other girl that is who I would want to be! I have been an admirer for half a dozen years or so. She is pretty much perfect in my opinion. And I know this T-girl would love to be like that!

Monday, January 10, 2011

Things that we sissies know

    Have you ever thought about some of the things we know because we are sissies that real males do not even begin to know!
    I mean besides giving blow jobs because gay guys who aren't sissies even know that!
    I mean things like this:

     Shaving your legs or whole body.
     Proper way to put on a bra.
     How to put on pantyhose.
     Making sure your bras and panties match and your stockings and shoes match.
     How to paint your finger nails and toe nails.
     The facts about estrogen.
     How to cook, bake, sew and do other womanly chores.
     Being especially excellent at orally pleasuring a pussy (many real men aren't!)
     How to put on makeup.
     The different types of sanitary napkins -- pads or panty liners!
     How to insert a tampon.
     How to wear a garter belt.

Are there any that you would like to add? Things that we sissies are so lucky to know?

Friday, January 7, 2011

Playing dress-up with a friend!

Around when I was 12 or so, my sissy friend Timmy and I would play dress-up at his house -- sort of like those two girls at right!

He would supply items from his mother -- garter belt, stockings, slips, bras and panties! I would supply items from my sister -- bras, panties, pantyhose, short dresses!

We would dress up and prance around in front of the mirror and each other. And we would start tickling each other and that inevitably would end up with us kissing like a couple of silly girls!

Did any of you T-girls also have a sissy friend for dressing up like I had? Those were such wonderful times! And little did I know how that would just be the start of a wonder journey into sissyhood!

(I posted a poll on this subject, but silly me, I typed it wrong. I meant to say "Did you PLAY dress-up."  But I think everyone will know what I meant.)

Monday, January 3, 2011

Wouldn't you love to carry a baby?

I love this drawing! Could you imagine carrying around a baby like that! I have always been envious of pregnant women!

The fact they are carrying around a life like that and they bring it into the world is just so miraculous and so astounding. I regret that I am missing out on that.

And don't forget the fact that a man -- probably one that you are in love with -- has put his seed inside of you to start that whole process!

Just another reason that I have always wanted to be a girl!

Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

Why do your wear bras? Or not?

Ever pilfer panties from a girl's drawer, clothesline or laundry, etc?,

How do you wear your pantyhose?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?