New Blog: My Life as a Sissy Wife

Don't forget to check out my other blog where I plan to talk about about how I actually ended up being a sissy wife to a dominant woman! Some of you who look in here may be in the same situation! It's in my blog list but the address is:

About this blog: Do you like to read about my thoughts and experiences and those of the followers, or would you rather it be more X-rated like many other blogs?

Who were you with for your first kiss?

You must be a sissy since you view this blog. So just how little is your little sissy clitty?

Monday, February 28, 2011

Girls wanted to be my friend (not girlfriend!)

It would have been nice to play dress-up with the girls!
If you were like me growing up a sissy girl in public school, girls -- and I mean some of the prettiest and most popular girls in school -- wanted to be around you. They wanted to do things with you like do homework together or go to the mall together.

As I mentioned before, they would confide in you with their secrets when you talked and a lot of times that talk would take place right in their bedrooms. I remember girls' moms having no problem whatsoever if I went up to their high school daughters' bedrooms because these moms knew that I was not going to try anything and it was pretty much like their daughters just having a girlfriend up to their bedrooms.

Oh, and these moms, like my aunts in the neighborhood, were constantly telling how sweet and gentle I was to my mom and dad and that I was welcome to come over anytime. My mom appreciated that and my dad would get pissed.

So, if you were like me, these girls wanted to be around you like a girlfriend. Did they want to date you? No friggin way! You probably found that out also, didn't you? They might go to a movie with you, but it was not a date. They would go to the movie with real boys and make out with them during and after the movie.

Then maybe they would tell you about it the next day. All the juicy details! How the boy might have felt up the girl's tits and put his hand down her pants and diddled her while they were necking. How if they were especially close she gave him a blow job in the car. Many of you know exactly what I am talking about, don't you?

And my feelings would really be muddled. On one hand, I wanted to be the real boy with the girl. But actually, I envied the girl who was WITH the boy! In high school, I would give guys blowjobs, but of course I was not a girl, just the sissy faggot that those boys took advantage of to get some kicks when the real girls were not putting out for them.

I am not lamenting about that. That made me VERY VERY happy to pleasure those boys, even if they were taking advantage of me. As you know, what was tough was not being a REAL girl like those girls that you were friends with.

Being around those pretty girls a lot and seeing them in their undies and hearing their secrets and their experiences with the cute boys just made me want to be girl like them so much more. And of course you know that that hurt, because that was something that I could not have.

What are your thoughts and experiences?

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Strong girls like Arianny make us look silly!

 Do you believe that girl with dumb bells! Can any of you T-girls or sissies out there lift 50 pounds with each arm!

I had two 40-pound bags of water softener salt that I had to carry in and lift up and pour into the brine tank. Even with the handy, convenient handle, I could not carry a 40-pound bag using each arm! I had to grab one at a time and even that was a struggle.

By the way, they used to sell that salt in just 80-pound bags. I could not even begin to deal with them. I had to get a boy at the hardware store to put it in my trunk! Then when I got home I had to rip open the bag in the trunk and scoop out some into a bucket and carry the bucketfuls into the basement until the bag was light enough to carry! Good thing they started putting the salt in 40-pound bags at least.

But I have to lift those 40-pound bags up about 4 feet to the top of the brine tank and rip the bag open where it was perforated and pour it into the tank. Again, what a struggle! This girl could have done it easily, I am sure! Too bad I did not have her around to rescue me  like the boys at the hardware store!

But this girl's name is Arianny Celeste. I was not familiar with her, but I guess she is on the UFC (Ultimate Fighting) telecast and I believe three of these pictures ran in Playboy and one in Maxim, so she is a popular model. Oh, that's a no brainer!

But if she can use 50-pound dumb bells, then she can certainly kick my sissy butt and pin me down on the ground! But she is also so girlie! I lover her titties! And well, just everything else as well! I so wish that I could be like her, don't you!

I just adore her outfit in the photo up on top! Don't you just love it. Just look at those gorgeous legs! Don't you wish you could wear something like that around, even as a T-girl!

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Is it your time of month!

Is anyone else having a sissy period this week? I have been using Playtex Gentle Glide tampons in my girlie behind! It is so nice to at least emulate a girl, if you know what I mean!

And the feeling of fullness that it gives you all day is a great reminder of what girlies we are inside! I mean, what kind of real male uses a tampon! I would guess that it is not very many at all!

Then again we are not real males! We are maybe half male, half female. Or leading more toward female for some of us. Maybe males -- almost -- physically, but females -- almost -- mentally.

Still, it is not the same as having a real menstrual period, which I'm sure most of us sissy T-girls wish we could experience.

So I ask you, wouldn't you love to have a messy menstrual period every month if you could have a pussy like Alexa pictured above? Don't you just envy her for having body like that! Those perfect legs and those perky natural titties! I know I sure do!

Of course I know what you will answer or else you would not be reading this blog! But I would like for you to comment!

Monday, February 7, 2011

Repost on wanting to be a lesbian

I would be willing to be that if you are reading this, you are probably not totally gay. You probably grew up bisexual like I did. You are probably actually submissive to everyone, like I have always been. You may have not embraced the gay lifestyle like I did not. And you probably actually have a mistress like I do. So I am reposting this entry from my other blog: T-Girls Who Wish They Were Lesbians:

When I was in college, I was good girlfriend to both girls and guys! Of course, the guys did not want to go steady with me -- they just wanted blowjobs!

The girls did not want to go steady with me either. But get this! A lot of the girls were like the guys -- they wanted oral sex!

When I was in college -- and this was true in high school too -- the girls just loved me! In college especially, they wanted to be my close friend. They wanted to do stuff with me. They would have me up in their dorm rooms or apartments. They would talk with me and tell me their secrets. Just like I was their girlfriend! Some even had steady boyfriends at the time and they would constantly talk to me about them.

But in those four years, did any girl actually want to date me or go steady with me? No way! As a sissy and not a real guy, they treated me like one of their girlfriends. I was of course still struggling with being so different, but I guess there were a lot of fringe benefits in being a sissy girlfriend.

For instance, the head cheerleader was my close friend. And through her, I hung out with some of the other hot cheerleaders!

And what was great was that these hot girls would want to have me around. And we became really close because of how I treated them! They would have me over to their room and we would talk -- like I said, sometimes about boys and even the girls' boyfriends -- and I would start by giving them a nice nakie massage.

This would lead to hugging and kissing. And I would lick their pussies until they were in great ecstasy! If they wanted it again, I would do it again! And then we would kiss and hug some more and then just cuddle nakie and talk! And that's how it would end, until we got together next time!

But would these girls date me or go steady with me? Like I said, no way! I did not even get any return oral, but that was OK with me. Most of the time I kept on my panties anyway. And they certainly did not want me to screw them, even if I was in to that, which I was not.

Has anyone else experienced something like this? I found a series of pictures that show what took place. I would have been like the girl with the streaks in her hair!

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Marilyn Monroe left a huge impression on me!

  I can't remember exactly when I first saw the picture at right in a magazine. But it must have been in one of my dad's Playboys. And it must have been when I was about 12, which would have been a number of years after she died in 1962.

I bet that is the picture that Playboy has run more than any other. In fact, it still shows up to this day. I guess she was on the cover and naked inside the first issue of Playboy and that was in 1953, I think I found.

She had a glorious life and a sad life, obviously. What a waste, the way she died. I still love watching her movies, especially the musicals and comedies. They show up on American Movie Classics and Turner Classic Movies all the time.

But getting back to my original thought: I saw that picture when I was 12 or so and I wanted to be like that! I wanted to have that smooth gorgeous body! And those perky titties too! And as you know, those are very different thoughts for a 12-year-old boy to have! You know what I mean, don't you!

There are photos of Marilyn where she looks even more glamorous -- and with the platinum blond hair -- but of course this is the most famous pose. I would even try to pose like that! That's how silly I was!

But when I see that picture I think about how wonderful it would have been to be a blond bombshell like that!

Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

Why do your wear bras? Or not?

Ever pilfer panties from a girl's drawer, clothesline or laundry, etc?,

How do you wear your pantyhose?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?