New Blog: My Life as a Sissy Wife

Don't forget to check out my other blog where I plan to talk about about how I actually ended up being a sissy wife to a dominant woman! Some of you who look in here may be in the same situation! It's in my blog list but the address is:

About this blog: Do you like to read about my thoughts and experiences and those of the followers, or would you rather it be more X-rated like many other blogs?

Who were you with for your first kiss?

You must be a sissy since you view this blog. So just how little is your little sissy clitty?

Monday, October 24, 2011

A real farmer's daughter!

I think I ran into this girl!
I went into a farm supply store the other day. Now, I don't know a thing about farms or equipment or anything where you have to mix the oil with the gas! What is up with that anyway?

I did work some on a farm in high school, pretty much doing menial work like cleaning up poopy straw and putting down clean straw and feeding the animals. A relative got me the job, but being a sissy from the city I had to put up with abuse from most of the farm boys who worked there. But that's a story for another day.

Anyway, I went into this farm supply store to buy some bird seed. Feeding my feathered friends and watching them is one of my favorite things. I was checking out and talking to the lady clerk about these candles they were selling, because I could smell them. You know, the kind you don't even have to light, but you just put in the window and the heat from the sun creates the great smell!

This is the type of farm girl I would be!
In walks this tall blond girl wearing a flannel shirt, tight jeans and work boots. She had long blonde hair and was simply gorgeous. I mean I looked over at her and just froze, she was so pretty! She resembled the girl pictured above. All the people working at the store seemed to know her, so I gathered she was a real farm girl or horse owner or something.

Then I noticed what a strapping young lady she was! She looked very fit and strong, like she definitely could kick my sissy butt if I did not give into her! I wanted to hang around the store for a little bit but you can't be a creeper! It would not have surprised me though if she came over and asked if I needed help carrying my bird seed out to the car!

I, of course, am more suited to be a farm girl like the one pictured at left. And I bet you are too if you have read this far! My job on the farm or ranch would to be the blond girl's girlfriend and to take care of HER needs! I would dress like the girl at left, in contrast to the blond girl's jeans and boots and flannel.

In between the blond girl's chores, she would take me into the hay loft for some fun between two farm girls! And again, I certainly would be the girl at left and not the one above. Which one would you be!

Friday, October 21, 2011

Don't you adore this short dress!

I just love this photo! It is actually the girl -- Cara, the Playmate -- from the undies photo again.

She is everything I wish I could be! I wish I could have gone to high school or college dressed like that! Wouldn't that have opened some eyes! But of course the high school would have sent you home in a second due to the dress length rule. You would have been way out of compliance! Well, and not to mention that you were not a real girl and not wearing your khakis and necktie!

This is a just a fantasy now, but if you were able to dress just like this in high school, do you think that at least some guys would have asked you out on a date even though you were not a complete girl? In a perfect world that would have been so nice, but this is not a perfect world, is it? Very far from it.

For sure, some guys would have you around to administer blow jobs even they would not be seen with you in public. I happen to know this from my own experience and that of my sissy friends going through junior and senior high school. Some boys were happy to get a blow job from you, then they treated you like crap or at the very least like they did not know you.

But it just really really sucks that we T-girls could not dress like that in school because, heck, girls wear slacks to school just like the boys. What's up with that!

I actually dressed up like Cara in my room at home and when I played house with my sissy friend
Timmy. My sister had short dresses like what Cara is wearing. Which, of course, I borrowed! I seem to recall that there was a time when girls in school got away with wearing very short dresses and skirts, then the school cracked down and came up with that darned dress code!

But I sure wish I could have gone to school like Cara here. Don't you?

Thursday, October 20, 2011

What do you want from this blog?

I posted a poll, as you can see, about where you would like this blog to be headed.

I have many memories and experiences and I have posted some of them. I have many thoughts and opinions about the way we are and I created this blog to relate them to you. I have many fantasies too, as I am sure you do too.

My favorite thing about the blog is getting responses from followers, because you cannot believe how great it is to know that there are T-girls out there going through this just like me.

As you know, it is not easy growing up different as we have and going through everyday life with that constant, nagging reminder that we wish we were girls. It has not been in my every thought since I was a young sissy, but it has been constant. The key thing is to not let it consume you and make you depressed. But it is always there: I have always wanted to be and still want to be a girl!

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

I love panties like this!

Don't you just love panties like Cara here is wearing! A little string bikini! I have several pairs of panties like these and a lacy bra to match.

I love the see-through lace so you can see your little patch of girlie pubic hair! But I constantly wish that instead of my little sissy clitty beneath my pubies, I have a beautiful cunny like Cara.

And oh yes, I would love to have the beautiful titties and legs and everything else that she has!

At left is Cara, a Playboy Playmate, without her panties and in all her glory! I so wish that I could have been a girl like that! And taken and held by a strong man or dominant sexy woman!

Sunday, October 16, 2011

It is hard wanting to be a girl

Here is a girl I definitely wish I could be! Could you imagine looking like that! A sissy or a T-girl can only dream! I would have so much fun if I were built like that!

If you are reading this blog, then you know as well as I do how much it hurts inside to always be yearning to be something we will never be. I hate to be so negative but I have to say that it has been just so tough to have always wanted to be a girl, even if one not as gorgeous as Kylie here. But what the heck, I have always wanted to be one of the prettiest and sexiest girls! Starting back in junior and senior high school.

I have always said that I have the utmost respect and admiration for the T-girls who undergo gender reassignment surgery. They are so brave and nothing was going to stop them from becoming the girls that they knew they were.

The rest of us, those who have been unable to fulfill our greatest dream for one reason or another, well, I guess we can do things to smooth things over somewhat. We can take our hormones and have at least small titties. We can shave our bodies to be smooth like girls. We can dress up like girls. And we can act as girlie as possible. I have really tried to stay positive by doing those things, but of course it is not the same as being a girl like Kylie in real life.

Can anyone empathize with me? How do you deal with always having these yearnings to be a girl?

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Amanda's pose and fond memories of Farrah

 A Faithful Follower of this blog made the keen observation that the photo of Amanda Paige at left was strikingly similar to the famous pose of Farrah Fawcett from back in the 70s on the right.

I remember that too -- and now I am dating myself here -- so I went looking for that photo and sure enough they were right! It was pretty close! The hair is really quite similar and the way the head is posed. I wonder if the photographer said, "Now, let's see that Farrah Fawcett pose."

Amanda was a Playmate in October of 2005. Farrah's pose was from the mid-70s, I believe. So it was something like 30 years later!

I had something with the Farrah pose on it. It was either a poster or a T-shirt. Maybe even one of each. Well, of course being a sissy and a girl-wanna-be, I was quite envious of her and also those other "Charlie's Angels": Kate Jackson and Jaclyn Smith.

Monday, October 10, 2011

A girl I wish I could be: Amanda Paige

This is Amanda Paige. She was a Playboy Playmate of the Month. She is another perfect girl that I wish I could be!

When I look at the picture on the right, I envision that she is greeting her man -- or her girlfriend! -- that way at the door! Which is exactly what I would do if I were her!

And don't you just love that short little dress that she is wearing in the left photo! Such gorgeous legs! I wish I could find another photo of her in that dress! I love to wear short dresses like that because I think I have the legs for it! Even if I do say so myself!

Thursday, October 6, 2011

I love this girl's undies!

I love this bra and panty set! I wish I had it and I also wish that I filled it out as nice as this girl does!

I love all types of bras and panties, I guess. But I especially like the underwire bras because they push up my growing titties. The cut of the panties pictured here is my favorite style.

And the most important thing is I always have to match! The only way I will wear bras and panties that are not a set is for them to be all white or all black. You can't go wrong there. But other colors and designs simply don't match. And a sissy T-girl has to match, don't you think!

Monday, October 3, 2011

I love simple pleasures!

This was me ... well I wish it was!

It doesn't take a lot to make me happy. I love the simple pleasures of life and I don't need to drive a fancy car and stuff like that.

For example, I spent the afternoon yesterday with my oldest sister. We talked and had dinner and I played with her dog. It was just great way to spend a very rainy day.

I made some purchases in the last couple of days that also made me happy. I bought some bikini panties and some stockings for use with a garter belt. Just some clothing, but it made me very happy!

Shaving can be such fun!
Now, here is the funniest thing: The other day I brought out a new razor to shave my legs -- and everything else of course -- and the feeling after using that new blade was just so delightful! I know that sounds pretty silly, but I just was so smooth and felt so girlie!

I sprayed on some body spray all over and put on some lip gloss. I put on a pink chemise and heels -- no undies -- and proceeded to do my housework and I had such a great time!

I thought about how some real women consider shaving their legs to be such a chore, while we T-girls consider it to be such a delight!

And how real women hate their monthly periods while we wish that we were fortunate enough to have a pussy so that we could have a period and have to go through what they do!

And how some women hate to do housework! Some of us T-girls love to do housework and we are very good at it. We would make excellent housewives and caregivers!

We all have our bad times and worries and hassles in life, don't we? But it is nice to a have some little things that make you happy along the way. What little things make you happy?

Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

Why do your wear bras? Or not?

Ever pilfer panties from a girl's drawer, clothesline or laundry, etc?,

How do you wear your pantyhose?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?