New Blog: My Life as a Sissy Wife

Don't forget to check out my other blog where I plan to talk about about how I actually ended up being a sissy wife to a dominant woman! Some of you who look in here may be in the same situation! It's in my blog list but the address is:

About this blog: Do you like to read about my thoughts and experiences and those of the followers, or would you rather it be more X-rated like many other blogs?

Who were you with for your first kiss?

You must be a sissy since you view this blog. So just how little is your little sissy clitty?

Monday, December 31, 2012

With child .... and so beautiful!

I was listening to a guy on late night radio the other day and he said you have to check out the photo of the pregnant model Marissa in Allure magazine!

Wow! I wish I could be pregnant and look like that! That was just the point of the radio guy: how beautiful she still looks, even with child.

But as you know, a sissy T-girl would love to be with child! I know I would! I have always envied women with child even if the great majority of them did not look like Marissa!

I have always had the feeling that I wanted to have a baby in me, have milk-filled breasts, give birth to the baby, breast-feed the baby, be a mother! I know I am pretty silly, but I tell you, that is something I have always felt deep inside of me!

So I envy Marissa! Not only because she is so beautiful to begin and that any sissy T-girl would love to be her, but that she also gets to be with child! Just another thing that we sissy T-girls have missed out on unfortunately.

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Just a happy memory!


I saw this little clip and it reminded me of how my sissy friend and I would dress up during our junior and senior high school years in my sister's short dresses, some that I borrowed and some that were actually given to me by my super sister!

We would shave our bodies and put on a little makeup and lipstick and spray on something nice. There were these two boys who would come over sometimes to "play house" with us, meaning they came over for blow jobs!

This took place in the attic apartment above my sissy friend's house. It had a separate entrance and a bathroom and a kitchen area, so everything was so cool!

Anyway these boys would join us to get their BJs and we would greet them in our very short dresses and some serious making out took place before the sissy girls really got down to pleasuring the boys!

But I came across this clip -- I think that is the beautiful T-girl Kamilla Smith in the short little dress -- and it just reminded me of that great time of my teen years dressing up and kissing and playing when the boys that came over. Just a happy memory!

Saturday, December 29, 2012

Watching our mothers in their lingerie!

(Let me know if this sounds familiar. If you are a sissy T-girl, I bet you had similar feelings and experiences.)

I still remember how I saw my mother dressed like the girl at right when I was young sissy! My mother did not hide as she was getting dressed and often I would walk into her bedroom and maybe sit on the side of the bed while she was doing so!

When I was 10 to 12 years old and about to get very very interested in dressing as a girl, my mother was still in her late 30s and still quite attractive -- like the young woman at right!

And also like this girl, she wore the control-type garter belt like the one pictured at left and not something you might see in the Victoria's Secret catalog. And my mother was quite busty, also like this girl.

So I would watch my mother as she dressed in her bras and panties and other lingerie and a lot of times I would even see her topless. Needless to say, as a young sissy, I was quite amazed. I really cannot remember things from when I was under the age of 10, but I bet I acted like a sissy then too. Probably at age 10 the feelings of wanting to be a girl kicked in and I know that when I was 12 I was putting my feelings into action.

By the way, I also had two older sisters growing up and although I did not see them nakie unless it was by mistake, they did walk around in maybe a tank undershirt and panties a lot.

But I really did love watching my mother and, of course, I wanted to be just like that! It was not long after I first had those feeling that I was trying on her lingerie. And if you did that too, you know had that led to greater things!

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Admiring your sissy look!

I love this little clip! How many times in your life
as a sissy T-girl have you dressed up like this
and strutted over to check yourself
out in the mirror and admire your sissy look!

A great but bittersweet performance!

The college co-ed was
wearing  a top like this!
I was on the campus of a small college about 50 miles away to see a performance and of course there were young co-eds all around, just what I always wanted to be!

I have to say that although I get great pleasure in seeing such girls, it does hurt a little because I know that is what I missed in life. Well, actually it hurts more than a little. I bet you all understand such feelings!

But there was this pretty one young lady among several walking around and she was being an usher and fetching things and moving things around, just generally helping with the performance before and after. And she was wearing a very revealing light sweater, tight and pretty much showing half her tits. Also she had on tight jeans. And did I mention she was quite busty like the girl in the photo!

The performance was great but what made the afternoon greater was the extra scenery! I couldn't help but wish how I had such beautiful assets!

But, as I said, although such sites are enjoyable, it does hurt to realize that you missed out on being a girl such as that, does it not!

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Would love to be a Dallas Cowboy cheerleader!

Noticed that the Dallas Cowboys were on TV today. And of course that meant the Dallas Cowboy cheerleaders!

I don't know much about football. Never played it much except for during recess at the playground behind my school. One time a kid blocked me really hard and put me on my sissy behind and knocked the wind out of me. And we were playing flag football, certainly not tackle. He did it just for the hell of it. Of course, the mean boys got a nice laugh out of it.

My attraction to football, as I have stated before, has always been the cheerleaders! I always wanted to be out there with them! But today I noticed the Dallas Cowboy cheerleaders were being shown during the game on TV and I remembered how I always thought how wonderful it would have been to be like them!

Men -- and women too -- would be lusting after you! And watching you shake your pretty behind and your ample breasts during your cheering and your dance routines! And the best thing would be that players would be wanting to get into your panties! That would include of course the super-hung black guys who would screw you for hours and bring you to the greatest heights of ecstasy!

Oh well, wishful thinking! But how great it would be to be such a pretty girl in the first place and a cheerleader like the famous Dallas Cowboy cheerleaders!

Friday, December 14, 2012

Using falsies like the flat-chested real girls!

 OK, who has ever used falsies! I would bet most sissy T-girls who dress up girlie have used at least the foam falsies shown in the top photo! I know that is what I would use!

Funny thing is, I remember when some of the real girls in junior and senior high school who were flat-chested would get teased because someone found out they used falsies and they blabbed it! Or maybe it was just so obvious that the girl was using falsies! Wonder would have happened if word got out that a certain sissy was doing the same thing!

I am intrigued by the item in the middle photo! Invisible straps so you could just wear the titties like they were your own! As long is they fit tight against your chest I suppose!

I don't wear falsies or a padded bra out in public unless I am wearing a wig and makeup and a dress! Really not a good idea when just being a sissy in regular unisex clothing like shorts and tank tops!

I am -- and I better others who look in here are too -- actually past the need for wearing falsies. I actually sometimes have to be careful when in sissy mode of looking too busty, if you know what I mean. Hormones will do that do you! I show a lot when wearing a tank top or tight T-shirt! I fill a regular bra quite nicely and an underwire bra is all I need to have a nice T-girl bust!

But anyway, have you ever used or do you now use falsies, especially like the ones in the top photo?

Thursday, December 13, 2012

Don't you just adore this outfit!

Don't you just adore this outfit!
What sissy T-girl would not want to be
walking down a sidewalk dressed like this!

As I have often said, if you are found to be a 
sissy then there ought to be a law that mandates
that you dress like this in public and not
ever hide it! We need to get more
sissy girls elected to office!

I actually have dresses like this that
I wear around the house! And 3-inch heels,
usually to match, of course!

(This is actually a real girl Nikki Brooks! 
Wouldn't you love to be her!)

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Are you a really girlie sissy?

I know you know what this is because you are a sissy
girl reading this blog! But you are really a girlie
girl sissy fag if you can tell me what the
extra detail of this item is!

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Still in love with Marilyn!

I know I have posted this photo several times before, but I have been reading a lot about Marilyn Monroe recently, as this is the 50th anniversary of her passing in 1962.

I used to think about how great it would have been to be Marilyn! But from what I have been reading, it was not all a fun and glamorous life. Obviously, it had a sad ending.

But one thing I found was that she wanted to be loved but she ended up in troubled relationships. And then there are all the stories about her various liaisons!

Still, as I have written before, she passed away when I was a toddler, but I saw her in magazines later and I thought, oh how I wish I could be like and look like her! A little weird coming from a 12-year-old boy, don't you think!

I clipped out the famous nude photo and hid it among my stuff and I would even pretend to be like her in this photo and pose like her! Haha! Please someone tell me I am not alone in doing stuff like that!

I found this quote about her posing nude in my reading:

“She was most in control when she was in the nude,” Hugh Hefner writes. “What would be a position of vulnerability for others was a position of power for her.”

Just how cool was that!

One thing I know for sure is that she was the first celebrity, actress or model that I wanted to be! Raquel Welch was another one! And there have been many others since I realized what a sissy I was and how much I wanted to be a girl!

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Look over the whole blog please!

Yes, if you are new here please read all the previous posts! I do not write chronologically like some bloggers. This is really not a daily diary like some bloggers intend theirs to be. I post things that have just come up or some memory that popped into my head or some dream or fantasy I have have had recently. Really know rhyme or reason to it.

So, look back over the previous posts and make a comment. I would bet if you are a member here then you have had the same feelings and experiences that I have had. So here is a chance to tell others about them! And I am sure all the members will enjoy reading your comments just as much as I would love to hear from you.

It would be great to have sissy pool party!

Wish I were in this photo!
Wouldn't it be great to have a sissy T-girl swimming party, sort of like is shown in this photo!

We would wear the same little bikini bottoms! And no tops of course for us either! We would have to let our little hormone-induced titties be free, after all!

And after a while we would be taking off those bikini bottoms so we wouldn't have tan lines! Not that there is much to cover down there anyway! And we would smooth on tanning oil over each other's smooth girlie bodies!

And hopefully our little sissy party would be crashed by some silly boys looking for some BJs from us! And some delightful skinny-dipping in the pool with lots of hugging and kissing among us and especially among us and the boys as well!

Then after the boys left, hopefully they go home and tell their fathers and uncles of their exploits and the older men come over to really put us sissy girls in our proper place! They would get us drunk and put their hands all over us. We would pleasure their enormous manly man cocks and balls. Then we would pleasure the men with our sissy girlie behinds! They would take us hard and deep and treat us like sissy girls should be treated!

All in all we sissy girl would have great fun at pool parties such as this!

Saturday, December 1, 2012

My favorite sleepwear!

Something like this is my favorite
type of sleepwear! It feels so great
against my smooth sissy body!
And you know that you are an
absolute sissy if you wear
something like this to bed!

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Don't you just envy new mothers!

I really envy this girl so much!
Could you just imagine being a new mom and holding your newborn against you like this! 

Just look at the expression on this mom's face! It is priceless! And the photo is just a great expression of what motherhood is all about!

This girl's breasts are nice and plump and engorged and ready to be suckled by the infant!

I am trying not to be sad! This sort of thing is just one of the many things that I really miss by not being born a girl! I know I would have been a really great mother!

Monday, November 26, 2012

How did you look in high school?

Did you look like this in high school?
This is pretty much how I looked in high school! What about you?

I had long hair like this -- maybe a little curlier -- by the time I reached 10th grade. Did not color it in any way like this sissy girl, but I did know sissies who did. I vividly remember a sissy boi who had orange hair in high school! And sometimes you would see a sissy with blonde streaks. Most of the sissies -- though not all -- at least had long hair though.

I was also shaved all over like this sissy girl! Notice her smooth chest! I started shaving my legs earlier than that because the chest hair had not started to come in yet. But when it did, the chest hair had to go too! Then later, the arm hair had to go as well, although even real girls have arm hair. I could not stand the feel nor the sight of any body hair whatsoever except for maybe a girlie V down by my little sissy clitty!

So how about describing how you looked in high school!

Friday, November 23, 2012

Love those leopard prints!

I bought myself something like this
the other day and I love it!
This girl appears to be wearing a camisole,
 I think. My item is definitely a short dress!
Although this could be one as well.
I so love wearing leopard prints!
I have a leopard print bra and
panty set that is so adorable!

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Really missed that affection!

When I was a sissy T-girl in high school and college I gave a lot blow jobs! I am not complaining about that! It was something that suited me and I yearned for as you well know yourself I am sure!

It would have been nice to cuddle guys like
this after pleasuring them!
But these BJs occurred not in a nice warm bed, but in a garage used for a drinking place, a big closet at a party, maybe in a vehicle, maybe outside somewhere. You know all the obvious places where sissies give BJs.

Thinking back now, what I really missed was affection. Not "love" from the guy I was pleasuring, just some affection. Sure these guys liked me because I was giving them blow jobs. But they did not really like me for any other reason.

How nice it would have been to make out with a guy naked in bed, pleasure his cock, swallow his load, keep licking his balls as he came down from his orgasm. But then stay there in bed with him! Kissing him! Caressing him! Cuddling him! Talking! Spending the night with him and holding him all night long!

You know, I cannot remember more than two guys that I ever spent quality time such as this with. Not counting my sissy friend that I would play house with and do a lot of cuddling with! I really missed such interaction.

Sometimes I feel really sad thinking back about how -- outside of relatives -- there really were not a lot people who ever loved me or even showed affection toward me. But I guess such is the life of a sissy or anyone who is different in some way.

Did anyone else find this to be true?

Monday, November 19, 2012

Sent to the principal's office!
I love this photo (found on a great tumblr site for T-girls!)

I envision this girl was called into the principal's office. She was caught giving blow jobs to boys for her lunch money in the janitor's closet. (Oh my! Why did I not think of that when I was in high school? I had to think of it just now! I could have made a lot of lunch money!)

So the principal is deciding what the punishment should be for this silly sissy T-girl. She does not want to be suspended because her parents would punish her as well, like grounding her! But the principal is hanging a suspension over her. She starts to cry like a sissy girl would do in this situation.

She thinks fast though. She's thinking: "What can I do to get myself out of this jam?" What would any sissy do? She hikes up her school girl skirt and pulls down her panties to show the principal her little sissy clitty. She says to him, "Maybe we can work something out, sir. I can't be suspended. I want to go to college. Anyway, my parents will kill me!"

The principal is a reasonable man. Well, he has dealt with incorrigible real girls before. He has made them stay after school for detention, only it has included doing some things for him in his office on a very personal basis!

The principal says, "OK dear, there are some things you can do for me to keep your record clean. Only I'm not interested in that little sissy thing in your panties. Stand up and turn around and bend over. Let me see what you got back there."

The sissy does as she is told. The principal likes what he sees. He smacks the sissy's behind a few times. "OK girl," he says. "You will report to me at 3:30 for the next month. Tell your parents you have a club that is meeting. Since you love sucking dick in the closet I expect great blow jobs from you. I will be fucking that pretty little sissy ass of yours hard and deep. I will get great enjoyment out of spanking and paddling your cute little sissy behind. If I am satisfied, there will be no blemish on your record."

The sissy girl just says, "Thank you sir. I will do whatever you want me to do. Thank you so much for not suspending me." She pulls up her panties and pulls down her skirt and exits the principal's office.

Hope you liked my little story! I have such great sissy imagination, don't I! But it was just something I wish could have happened to me!

Friday, November 16, 2012

A T-girl I wish I could be: Sarina!

The lovely Sarina!
Sarina Valentina is one of my favorite T-girls! And there are an awful lot of them out there!

She is so pretty! Super-gorgeous! The photo at right shows her whole body, her sexy legs and her little sissy clitty, which is just so adorable.

We actually share in that attribute as I am that small as well! But I guess that's what probably makes us sissies and T-girls, isn't it!

The other photo shows just what a dainty submissive sweetie she is! She is probably sitting there waiting on her man so she can pleasure him!

But I would love to be a special girl like her!

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Taking care of your sissy behind!

This is how I often look from behind!
Only my tampon goes in the next hole
up as it does for all of us sissy girls!
I love having a tampon in my sissy behind!

If you do too, you know that not only does it give you the feeling of fullness in your sissy behind that you should always have, it is just the idea that you are doing something so feminine such as putting in a tampon like the real women do!

I actually gave myself an enema to clean out my sissy behind and gave myself a very thorough fucking with a dildo in the shower! I always do this without touching myself in front! Try to have such willpower!

The next time I sat down to tinkle I noticed when I turned around to flush that I had managed to push some of my sissy juices out into the toilet! Just a tiny bit because that is all this sissy can produce anymore!

 I sprayed on a nice scent and inserted my Playtex Gentle Glide tampon! So I still feel nice and full and girlie as far as my sissy behind!

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Transgender winner undecided on sex change

Oh my! Could you imagine looking like this! Then you are recognized for the beauty you have!

And then people ask you if you are going to have a sex change!

I know T-girls decide both ways about that sex change thing. Many are quite happy with the "extra equipment." Many are not happy. Many do not have the means to do it. Nor the opportunity.

But personally, if I looked this great, I would certainly have a sex change. Speaking for myself, I have never been comfortable with what I have down below. Just never felt that it belonged there. It just never matched what is in my head. When I see a pussy I always feel that that is what I wish I had, what better suited me.

Kevin Balot has a big decision! A gorgeous T-girl! But what a gorgeous girl she would be! What would you do if you were in a situation like this? What advice would you give to Kevin Balot?

Putting a name on being a sissy

Please participate in the new poll. I was wondering what others who look in here were called when they were a sissy growing up or even to this day?

I was called all those names in the poll! And some other names that were not so common. I remember a grown man where I worked a summer job when I was in college kept calling me "Suzie Q." He actually did it over and over. And he would say things like "when are you going to blow me?"

But if I had to pick one name that I was called the most, it would have to be pussy. The mean boys in junior and senior high school kept calling me a pussy. All the other sissies too. That seemed to be the popular term for us out my schools. I still remember that harassment and bullying. Still remember the exact boys who did it.

I don't deny that I was and still am a sissy. It's just that I have never forgotten the part that comes with being a sissy that includes such name calling. I know you all had to experience this as well and maybe still do. So make your pick in the poll and also maybe leave a comment about your experiences here!

Do you dare to go out like this?

I actually have this outfit and yes I have dared to wear it in public! I guess I should consider myself lucky that I still have a bummy that allows me to get away with wearing such clothes!

I do not wear a wig in public. As I have written before I might put on a wig for photo shoots here and there. I don't wear a dress in public either, just at home. But I do wear common unisex items in public such as shorts, tank tops, T shirts. Heck, guys were shorts and tank tops, after all, yet real men don't wear dresses, do they!

But the thing with me and other sissies and T-girls is that we wear the feminine versions of everyday items such as shorts and tops. So I have worn these tight-fitting shorts in public! You have to make pretty darn sure though that your little bulge is not showing in the front! You have to tuck and/or wear a control brief to make sure of that! A lot of times I wear a ball cap and sunglasses so I can be a little incognito!

But I do not go out like this for the thrill anymore. I did when I was a teen or younger sissy. There was a certain thrill to it. I do it now because it is me. I am a sissy T-girl! This is how sissy T-girls dress! Am I right?

Monday, November 12, 2012

I envy this girl so much!

Oh how I wish that were me
walking down a beach like that!
She is just perfect! And she
knows how to move it!
You know she has beautiful
men and women in her bed
every night! I envy her so much!

I could live with these "girls"!

I could live with a couple of "girls" like
that on my chest, I really could! I have
wanted those probably ever since
I first saw such things on my
mother! I know that I was born that
way because why in the world
would I have had such feelings at
such a young age!

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Hard nipples hard to hide!

I work in an office and I work evening hours. About two thirds of the people might be gone for the day, but about a third of the people work in the evening.

Working those hours, we are allowed to dress casually like the girl at right. This particular evening I had on a top similar to what this girl is wearing, only it was a hoodie.

No need to go into detail, but at some point during the evening I had to go out and move my car. It was a chilly night and I did not grab my jacket. So I moved my car and I walked back through the big office room. A number of people looked up at me and for some odd reason they kept giving me a second look. Well, I had to tinkle, so I went to the unisex bathroom. When I walked in I saw in the mirror that because of the chill outside my nipples were hard and very noticeable, just like in the photo above! That was what some of those people noticed!

I tried to sneak back to my desk without getting any further notice, but several people again looked up at me. I sat down at my desk and, sure enough, my nipples were still pointing out through my top! I put on my jacket, the one I wrote about in a previous post, and I said something like "Boy it is cold outside. I'm freezing."

Most people at the office -- except for the new people -- know what a sissy I am. But I guess that even if the nipples on a real girl were showing it would make people notice! Did anything like that ever happen to you?

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Ever wonder about porn stars when they were young?

It is obvious why this T-girl
is the one kneeling and
not the one standing!
Ever wonder what T-girl porn stars were like when they were really young? Well I have always wondered that! And I bet they were not much different from you and me at the very start!

I bet the girl at right got into her mother's underwear like we all surely did! Maybe she had a sister like I do and she got into her panty drawer and borrowed things like skirts and dresses and bras and tights like I did! Maybe she wanted to be just like her sister or the other girls just like I did! What T-girl did not get into her sister's things!

Maybe at some point she noticed that she was not like the other boys at all. That she was more like the girls! That her little clitty would never be good for doing boy things. That she loved being smooth like the girls and not hairy like the boys. I bet most of us here had that revelation!

Maybe at some point when she was a teen she noticed how so inadequate she was compared to the other boys that she started feeling and being submissive to them because of that. I know I've been there! Maybe she found that in order to get any attention from the boys she had perform for them on her knees. Been there too!

Maybe she found that she loved being that way so much. Maybe she realized that that was her true position in life. And it would never be any other way!

Like this girl in the photo, she probably got high praise from someone for her cock sucking abilities and high praise for her feminine form. Somehow that led to shemale porn! And you know those girls are doing it not just for some money, but for the enjoyment of it!

Could you imagine actually being paid to suck on a beautiful cock in front of camera! Sounds better to me than how those men are actually paid all that money to play professional sports!

Monday, November 5, 2012

Getting compliments is so nice!

Two women liked
my coat!
Every once in a while I will actually get a NICE comment, as opposed to an insult or sneer, when I am out.

I have had women compliment me on a top or shorts I might be wearing. Maybe my sandals. I have had women compliment me on how nice I smelled on a number of occasions!

Still, on other occasions, teen girls have laughed at me and men have called me a faggot -- right in the middle of a store like Wal-Mart! Just because I was wearing short shorts or my boobies were evident!

So, it was refreshing when over the weekend, TWICE I complimented on my outerwear by women. It has turned chilly in the Northeast -- after a week of rain from Sandy -- so I have been wearing a light coat similar to the one in the photo. Mine has a hood, however.

These two women stopped me to tell me how much they adored my coat! I told them how it was llama wool and was from Ecuador, purchased from an actual person from Ecuador at a local festival. Nice conversations with pretty ladies in both instances.

Have you ever been complimented on something you were wearing by a person you did not know when you were out and about?

Thursday, November 1, 2012

This is how a sissy schoolgirl should be!

I wish I could say this is the view from behind of me walking to or from school! 

Unfortunately, I did not get to dress like the sissy Iwas during school hours. I had to wait until after school to play dress-up with a sissy friend! But it was a much anticipated time of day for us as we sure had fun dressing up in our mothers' lingerie and my sister's clothes after school and on Saturdays!

But in a perfect world, I would have jumped at the chance to be a sissy school girl! I love the short whatever it is to show the sissy behind! Is that a skirt or shorts?

And, of course, what sissy would not have a pink backpack! Or even better: A Hello Kitty backpack or maybe one that just says I (Heart) Black Men on it!

Monday, October 29, 2012

A T-girl I wish I could be: Nicole Montero

I am so envious of Nicole Montero! She is so gorgeous! I wish that I had a form like hers and she is so pretty too! She looks so great in that short dress with her perfect legs!

And look at her in the right photo. What man -- even a heterosexual man -- could resist holding her and kissing her! What nice titties and her sissy clitty is a nice size too! (I am not a fan of big ones unless they are on men!)

I could go through life looking like Nicole! I just thought I would share these two pics of this beautiful girl!

Cheer cheer for the boys like a good sissy!

A sissy should always cheer for the 
real boys and men who play
a tough sport like football! And this
is how they should do it!
When I was a teen sissy in high school I would always sit with the other sissies who sat with the girls in the stands right by the cheerleaders who were at the side of the field cheering on the team!

Sure, real boys who could not make the team would be in the stands too, but it was the sissies who sat with the girls cheering along with the cheerleaders!

But sissies should be cheering on the team! Sissies certainly cannot play a rough sport like football! Sissies are swimmers. Maybe runners. Maybe tennis players. Certainly non-contact. That's if they can play a sport at all. I know that is how I was! Being a cheerleader would have been the most suitable sport for me!

Sissies and T-girls like us should be there to cheer on the boys in high school, the bigger boys in college and most certainly the men on the professional teams! What sissy has never dreamed of being a member of the Dallas Cowboy Cheerleaders! I know I have!

In an ideal world, sissies would present themselves like the girl in the photo when they cheered on the boys and men! Tennie shoes and socks and the pom pon would be all we would need to show our support for the strong, handsome, muscular guys that we so desire!

And a sissy cheerleader certainly would be at post-game parties showing her appreciation for a job well done on the field by the boys and men!

Friday, October 26, 2012

Something happened with polls!

They have all been reset! I did not do it! Oh well, I guess there is nothing to be done about it. Blog viewers will just have to revisit the polls and vote again!

I would wear this at my sissy wedding!

I could see myself wearing
something like this for my
sissy wedding! Adding white heels,
of course! This is even better
than a gown! I actually already
have all of the pieces of
this outfit! Is this something
you would wear at your wedding?

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Love those young office women!

At the office where I work there are always young women running around. Some are college interns and some are recent graduates who were just hired. I get really envious of these pretty, intelligent young women!

There is one young lady who is a new hire who dresses in really sexy outfits! I wish I could dress like that in the office! Actually I probably do have outfits like hers that I do wear at home and on the rare occasions that I sneak out dressed up.

But there is this one girl who has been there for about a year since graduating. She is a really prissy girl! Imagine how a sissy like us would walk around. Very daintily. Maybe more on our toes. Swaying our behinds. Hands at chest level. With limp wrists! That is just how I walk around the house! And how I would walk around in a world where sissies could be themselves.

And she wears really short dresses and skirts. Really short! (I know one of the supervisors who had a hand in hiring her and I know that was considered when she was hired! For sure!) And she wears heels every day. And she has tattooes and piercings that she does not hide -- like back of ear, nose. I don't know about the latter things -- I don't like tattooes and piercings -- but I do like how she dresses and carries on.

I searched for some examples of how this girl dresses in the office and the pictures I posted here are pretty accurate -- short prissy dresses and very short skirts! Sort of like what I like to wear! And probably what you like to wear if you are reading this!

We have this other gal -- an oriental girl -- who is a college intern and although she does not dress like the full-time girl, I have to say that every time she walks by I stop and admire her form. Oh how I wish I could be them!

Have you come across girls like this where you work?

Monday, October 22, 2012

Treasure in the lost and found!

I claimed gym shorts like these
from my school's lost and found!
The other day I went to put on pair of shorts very similar to the ones pictured except they were navy blue. The waistband made a cracking noise. The elastic was bad due to dry rot.

But after I thought about it for a second or two I realized that those shorts looked like a pair from my high school days! Since I am middle-aged now, they had to be awfully old! Thus the dry rot in the waistband.

But there is a story behind those shorts:

They either belonged to a girl who left them in the locker room after a gym class or maybe to a female athlete or cheerleader. At my high school -- a very large one -- they had a lost and found box for items that were found around the gym or pool or locker room or athletic fields. Actually there were several plastic boxes and most of the time they were overflowing. One box was for items such as sunglasses or ball gloves or ball caps, etc., and other boxes were for clothing items, separated by whether they were male (jock straps!) or female. What was funny was that things would linger in these boxes. The kids either never missed the items or never got around to pick them up.

So, we sissies got the idea that we would go through the girls' clothing box looking at the items that were not being claimed. In addition to the gym shorts like I found, there panties and bras (regular and sports bras). There were anklet socks and tank tops. In the non-clothing box, there might have been jewelry or makeup at times.

Those gym shorts I claimed remained with me all these years, but at times I also claimed bras and panties! Along with the jewelry and makeup! We sissies had to sneak around when we were claiming these things of course. But the gym teachers just wanted the stuff claimed and I bet they did not care by whom. They just wanted the stuff out of there and at the end each school year the boxes were taken to the Goodwill store or just dumped in the trash.

But as you might understand if you are a raging sissy, there was a special feeling about wearing those bras and panties and other items that you knew belonged to the girls at your school -- especially the hot girls. An even better feeling than wearing my sister's bras and panties. It just made you feel more like those girls! And what sissy did not want to feel more like a girl!

Was anyone like me and the sissies in my school as far as claiming bras and panties and other items that belonged to the girls at your school from the lost and found?

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Are you still wearing your short shorts?

I'm still dressing like this even
thought it's October!
It's been a fairly pleasant fall in the northeast U.S., but the chill is coming! The nights have been chilly.

But I believe sissy fags like us should be showing our shaved girlie legs until the frost really comes! Don't you agree? I'm still going around like the girl in the picture at right.

In the evening, I may put on a hooded sweatshirt  -- a hoodie! -- when  the sun goes down and it gets chilly but I'm still wearing my short denim shorts like this girl!

I have to say that you really stand out as a sissy girl when you keep wearing your short shorts and showing your shaved legs when it gets chilly out and everyone else has their summer clothes packed away. I went into a Target store the other evening dressed like the girl in the photo and there were a couple of teen girls in shorts, but no one else. Certainly no guys were wearing shorts at this time of year.

Teen girls will still where shorts in October, but then again, they are silly girls and I must be a silly girl just like them.

Have you put your short shorts away or are still showing your shaved girlie legs so everyone can see what a sissy you are?

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Are these girls really boys?

From Domina World on Tumblr

I found this photo on a tumblr site and the caption was insinuating that these are boys! What do you think?

There is something about each one that make me believe they are boys! Maybe their legs? They have boy legs and if I were a real girl I would not show off legs like that!

Maybe their faces? Again, I would not be too overjoyed if I were a real girl and I had boyish faces like them!

OK --- I just think they are all boys! And if they are, what great sissies they make! I wish I could have gone to school like that, even if it was for a special occasion like a show or pep rally!

They are all shaved and wearing pink! How great that would have been to go to school like that.

What do you think? Do you think these girls are really just girlie boys?

Thursday, October 4, 2012

It actually is a nice life!

As I was going about my daily routine -- shaving my legs, putting on a touch of makeup and lipstick, spraying on a nice scent, clasping my ankle bracelet, finding heals to go with my dress and then mundane things such as folding laundry, paying bills, making the beds and changing the kitty box (!) -- it occurred to me what a wonderful life I have!

But if you have read other stuff on this blog and also possibly from your own experiences, you know that it is not an easy life to be a T-girl. We have been confused about what was going on within us. We have been bullied. We may have had relationship problems.

But heck, if I could not be smooth like the girl pictured, if I could not dress the way she is dressed, I don't know what I would do. I would be lost. I have always wanted to be just like the real girl in the photo. Ever since I can remember. As you know it was tough being a boy growing up wanting to be a girl.

Some T-girls are fortunate enough to have gender reassignment surgery. Those girls are awesome because that is also a tough road to go down. I really admire them for having the courage to do it. That opportunity never really presented itself to me. And I guess I never had the money to do it anyway, so it was a non-issue.

Yet despite the bullying and insults and other problems associated with being transgendered, I have to say that I have been fortunate that I have been able to live out my desires to dress feminine and act feminine -- the way I feel inside. It can get lonely sometimes because, as you know, a lot of our lives has to remain a secret.

What are your feelings about this? Despite the problems involved with being a T-girl, are you still happy with your life? Or would you wish it away?

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Rear view I wish I had!

It would be nice to look like
this from behind no matter what 
I had in the front!

Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

Why do your wear bras? Or not?

Ever pilfer panties from a girl's drawer, clothesline or laundry, etc?,

How do you wear your pantyhose?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?