|I see my mother in this woman!|
But I do remember that I played with dolls with my sisters. Not anything rough that would be for boys.
I remember that I was shy and wanted to be around girls and women and not boys and men. I liked to be around my mother and visit my aunts.
I remember that my dad did not really like me and didn't do anything with me or even really talk to me.
And that is about it. Well, except for one really major thing! Of course I remember all the details about my mother. She left an impression on me starting at a very young age.
Just by chance I came across the above photo on Tumblr. It looks like a vintage photo from the 60s, maybe even the 50s. But that is how I remember what my mother looked like in the 60s! Even the hairstyle is similar.
What really left an impression on me was that my mother had breasts like the woman above and I saw the view that is in this photo many times. And well, even more of this view a lot of times too!
I guess I was infatuated by her breasts! But I did not know what it meant at that very young age. Of course, it did turn out to mean something, because normal little boys don't wish that they had breasts like their mother!
What about you? Was there something about your mother that left an impression on you at a very young age?