New Blog: My Life as a Sissy Wife

Don't forget to check out my other blog where I plan to talk about about how I actually ended up being a sissy wife to a dominant woman! Some of you who look in here may be in the same situation! It's in my blog list but the address is:

About this blog: Do you like to read about my thoughts and experiences and those of the followers, or would you rather it be more X-rated like many other blogs?

Who were you with for your first kiss?

You must be a sissy since you view this blog. So just how little is your little sissy clitty?

Monday, March 26, 2012

What a waste of a good pussy!

I would trade a woman for her pussy! Wouldn't you?
I wrote in another post about how I thought pussies were wasted on some women! I mean there are women out there who want to be like men -- maybe want to be or become men (like Chaz Bono). Mostly, there are women who act like men and want to do everything that men do, even if they are ok with having a pussy.

Well, that is fine. The fact that there are women like that does not upset me. I definitely know what it is like to have feelings on the inside that don't match how you are on the outside! I get frustrated because I would take their pussy off their hands in a second if it were magically possible!

Where I work -- an office -- there are a number of women there who are more masculine than I am. Some of the big bosses are like that. They want to be right up there with the men. And that's fine.

But me, I want to be like the most feminine of the women. Probably the most manly thing that I do is watch a football game on TV. And being the way I am, a pussy in my panties would suit me just fine!

If I had a pussy I would be submissive and give it up to the man or the woman I had feelings for! I would definitely make good use of that pussy, I will tell you that!

I guess I just don't understand. Here I am -- and you too if you are reading this -- always wishing that I were a girl and regretting that I am not, while there are women out there who feel the need to act like men or even be men.

All I can say is what a waste of a good pussy!

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

I wish I could be pregnant and be a mother!

I wish this could be me!
I stumbled upon this picture the other day on Tumblr! If you have read some of the other posts, you know how much I wish I could be pregnant and be a mother and breastfeed my baby!

I mean, I envy girls and women so much already and being pregnant and giving birth are two things that we T-girls just cannot do -- well unless science comes up with a way! Being pregnant and giving birth and breastfeeding just make me envy females even more!

I just find women in this pregnant state -- like the woman at left -- so beautiful and it's just another thing that we T-girls who want that are missing out on. Not to mention how she got pregnant in the first place! Hopefully it was not a whoopsie! But, ideally because she is deeply in love with her man and wants so much to please him  through constant sex and having his baby! Now see I am all worked up wishing that I could do those things!

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Are you a depressed T-girl!

Are you depressed that this was not
the hand you were dealt?
I was just wondering that if you are a T-girl reading this: Are you depressed?

You know, sometimes I get really down because it has been such a disappointment to have not grown up and lived as a girl and a woman. I have been really envious of girls and women I have come across through the years. Their bodies, most of all of course, but also the clothes they get to wear and the so many great things they get to do such as have babies and nurse them as a mother. And to be a wife and give yourself sexually to your partner, whether it is a man or another woman.

I wish I could have been a cheerleader, maybe a dancer. Can you imagine being a teen girl giving up her virginity! I envy those girls so much!  I wish I could have been a college co-ed! Can you imagine being a bride and then you're on your wedding night and honeymoon! I don't know if I would have ended up married to a man or a woman because both appeal to me, just like it is with me as a T-girl.

Thinking about these things through the years has made me sad, of course, but I would not say it has left me in a state of depression. There have been many great things in my life that have carried me through.

No, I have not been fortunate enough or even courageous enough to correct my sex and I admire those girls who have done it so much! But I have tried to live like the way I feel inside. I dress girlie, except when work or other rules of society get in the way. I let my feminine emotions show, especially in caring and nurturing like a woman would.

I have kept my body smooth like a girl every since I was a teen. I do have hormone-induced breasts. The main thing that makes me sad, of course, is that I do not have a pussy. You know this as well: Most of us have had to look down at something that we do not want to be there for our entire lives. I find that depressing, but since I haven't been able to do anything about it, well you have to live with it and try not to be depressed ALL the time.

What about you? Do you find being a T-girl leaves you either just somewhat sad and envious or totally depressed?

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Some looks that a like!

I came across this photo at right and I would have to think it is the face of a real girl! But I'm pretty sure I found it on a Tumblr site that was transgendered.

So in other words, I am not sure if it is a girl or a T-girl. But anyway, I would not be unhappy to have a face like that!

Now, the bottom photo is of a real girl, and I love that look as well. The hairstyle is very androgynous and something a sissy or T-girl could definitely get away with. I actually have had sissy girlfriends who wore their hair like that.

I certainly do not have any sideburns, so when my hair is long I can -- with the help of a lot of gel! -- make my hair look like the girl in the photo.

In high school and college, I had long hair, but have had to keep it shorter for job purposes, as you probably have experienced as well. But sometimes I grow it out enough into a shag style and that makes me pretty happy!

What style of hair do you have? What style do you like and wish you had?

Thursday, March 1, 2012

How I wish this were in my panties!

Wish I had this in my panties!
I wish every single day and I have for a long time that if I pulled my panties to the side like the girl in the picture that I would find what she has found!

Instead of that overgrown clitty that I have found throughout my life and  have had to live with.

But on the brighter side, I have tried to live as feminine a life as possible, given the hand I was dealt. Just like all of us T-girls, I suppose. It has hurt at times, but I have not lived in a state of depression over it.

Actually, I appreciate femininity more than some real girls. I appreciate those times when you can express it -- a nice smooth shaved body, smelling sweet, painted toenails, lip gloss, short shorts, short dresses and skirts, high heels. Cool air against your shaved legs! You know what I mean! Oh, and I am especially happy to have my boobies!

But would I want to have what the girl pictured has in her panties? In a second! I am so envious of those T-girls who have had the courage to undergo all that you have to do to acquire a pussy! I understand that it is such an ordeal. But it does not work out that way for a lot of us. But what are you going to do?

Anyway, don't you just love that girl's panties though! Adorable polka dots!

Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

Why do your wear bras? Or not?

Ever pilfer panties from a girl's drawer, clothesline or laundry, etc?,

How do you wear your pantyhose?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?