New Blog: My Life as a Sissy Wife

Don't forget to check out my other blog where I plan to talk about about how I actually ended up being a sissy wife to a dominant woman! Some of you who look in here may be in the same situation! It's in my blog list but the address is:

About this blog: Do you like to read about my thoughts and experiences and those of the followers, or would you rather it be more X-rated like many other blogs?

Who were you with for your first kiss?

You must be a sissy since you view this blog. So just how little is your little sissy clitty?

Friday, June 29, 2012

I wish this could have been me with my mother!
Apparently, this is a mother with her daughter, walking hand in hand on a beach in France.

How I wish this could have been me with my mother!

The mother is obviously a beauty and it looks like she is introducing her daughter to the joys of being a sex object!

You know the mother has no problem finding hot men and women to suck on her ample breasts! I bet dozens and dozens of men and women have sucked on those tits!

Now, obviously, I was not born a girl, so how great would it have been to have a mother like that who started you early on hormones to feminize you so you did end up looking like the  girl in the photo! Imagine looking like that and having a half-inch sissy clitty that is barely visible!

Imagine how great it would have been to have a mother to teach you how to pleasure hot men -- not with your pussy, obviously, but with the sissy pussy you were born with as well as your mouth!

Walking down the beach like that I am sure that horny men would want to take your mother's pussy and your sissy pussy, maybe as a threesome. That way, your mother could show you the proper way to pleasure a man and also coach you!

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Don't you wish you were here!

I love this photo! Looks like a sissy T-girl party is going on there and how I wish I could be there with them!

Just look at all the sissyness! All the meekness! All the femininity! All the submissiveness! Look at the cute little sissy clitties!

I bet they were painting each others nails. Doing each others makeup and hair. Shaving each others pubies. Caressing each other with lotion. Making themselves all pretty and sweet smelling for when their men come over and the real fun begins!

I bet also that they serve their men drinks and dinner and more drinks, all the while nakie. Then they get to work pleasuring their men in any way that the men desire!

Wouldn't you just love to be with them! Wouldn't you just fit right in! I know I sure would!

Reminds me of playing house as a teen with my sissy friend! Ah, those were the great days!

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Definitely my idol!

Linda O'Neil was one of my favorite Internet models.Well, the favorite of many people! She was on the web for years then suddenly she stopped modeling.

Still one of my favorites though! I have downloaded many of her photos! Definitely one of my idols, in fact maybe my main idol or near the top!

I wish I could be like her! What T-girl would not want to be. Could you just imagine having breasts like that! Oh my! And she is just so totally gorgeous!

Well, if I was granted a wish right now of who I wanted to look like, it would be Linda!

Friday, June 15, 2012

An extremely lucky girl!

An extremely lucky girl!
I found this photo of a post-op girl and I have to say the doctor did outstanding work!

This is one lucky (former) T-girl! It just gives me the shivers when I think about how you can have an unwanted penis one day and through the miracle of medicine wake up on a future day looking like this!

Could you just imagine yearning to be a girl then it comes true for you!

Probably all the people reading this are sissies or T-girls with that unwanted penis. How do you react to seeing a photo of a beautiful girl like this?

When I was growing up a sissy, I had no idea you could have gender reassignment surgery! When I first read about it somewhere, it drew my interest. At first it was in the library, then the Internet. Then I found pictures on the Internet. Wow! That's what I wanted!

But before I knew anything about that, deep down inside that's what I wanted when I was a young sissy too, but didn't know it. Those feelings of needing to have a pussy were always there, as many of you well know. But things did not happen for me and that has led to much struggling and hurt, as I have posted previously.

Still it is nice seeing a success story such as this! I am so happy for girls like this and quite envious!

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Wouldn't you want to be this girl?

Still another girl I wish I could be!
Wouldn't you want to be this girl, all you sissies and T-girls! I certainly would!

That perfect body, slim shape, beautiful face, lovely hair, sexy legs. And the pussy, yes, with a little patch of pubies!

Now, the boobies! She has little ones, but they fit her slim body! I certainly could live with it if my boobies were like that! I would not have to be voluptuous. Just a girl!

Now you know a girl like this is certainly desired by men and women alike! Men who want to thrust their huge dick in her! Women who want to devour her sweet pussy! Oh I wish I had a pussy!

My biggest dilemma would be whether I would be satisfy men, be a lesbian, or both!

I definitely would not complain about anything else in the whole world if I could be a girl like this!

Time for short shorts!

Time for short shorts!
This is how I go around in the summer: short shorts, girlie tank top, flip flops! Oh, always shaved legs, of course!

Do I get looks? Do I get second looks? Do I get comments? Well, if you are a sissy or a T-girl, you know very well that I do.

Teen girls have chuckled at me. Men have called me a faggot. Funny, though: mature women think it is cute. Go figure!

Do I care? Not really. What am I going to do? I am just being me. It's getting hot out. I am not going to run and put on some long pants to make people cut it out.

I bet most of you reading this dress this way in the summer. What is the reaction that you get? How do you deal with it? Do you care?

Friday, June 8, 2012

The pain of living without a pussy!

The most beautiful thing
in the world -- but a source
of both pleasure and pain!
To me, pussies like the one at right have brought me such pleasure and pain throughout my life. And yours too if you are a lifelong sissy or T-girl like I am.

Pleasure: As you know, pleasuring a woman orally -- and a guy too! -- is something we sissies and T-girls are destined to do. Because we are not real men, after all. Real men penetrate women, not sissy girlie girls. We pleasure gals and guys without reciprocation! And because we are sissies, we love it! We are so grateful to do it! It gives us our pleasure!

As I have written before, when I was in college I pleasured girls orally a lot without reciprocation. These girls did not want to reciprocate. Some had real boyfriends. Some found BJ's detestable. Some merely treated me like one of the girls and penetration by me of all people was the furthest thing from their minds!

Pain: Because having a pussy is something I have always desired -- and still do --  for probably forever, like back when I was in the womb. Knowing that I was born the way I am, I am quite sure that I have subconsciously desired to have a pussy even before I ever saw my mother's or sister's or one in my dad's girlie magazines.

As you well know if you are reading this, it is has been quite hard to go through life without the correct body parts -- having to live with that thing down below that you always tried to wish away. But it never went away, thus the mental pain.

I have always dressed as girl, acted like a girl, submitted like a girl. I have shaved my body since I was 12 or 13. I have worn panties since that time. I have developed small boobies as well. All those things, however, don't take the place of having a pussy and being a real girl. And that's the source of my great mental pain.

Does anyone else feel same way? I bet some of you do! Well, that's my long essay on my phantom pussy pain! Hope to get some responses!

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Good riddance, Miss Pennsylvania!

So Miss Pennsylvania is against transsexual girls like our favorite TS Jenna being in her silly pageant! Could it be she is afraid of losing! Jenna is definitely a better looking girl! Jenna has such a nice smile!

And just look at the swimsuit photos! Jenna is, again, just as good looking as Miss Pennsylvania.

I'm glad sour grapes Miss Pennsylvania gave up her title -- oh there's also the little matter that she thinks the pageant is fixed too.

Hopefully there is a pretty girl taking her place who will be a nicer person.

But you would think that a girl like Miss Pennsylvania would be sympathetic to a transsexual girl who turned out like Jenna because she felt she was born a girl and took the steps necessary to become the way she felt. I only wish had could have had the courage to do what Jenna did!

Changing into your panties! How do you do it?

These are appropriate undies
for a sissy or T-girl!
So, would you wear panties like the ones at right in a situation where other people could see them?

Especially men in a locker room where you might go to exercise?

Or maybe you go to a public pool and you change out of your bikini bathing suit bottom into panties such as these? In front of real men?

You would have to be a really big sissy to do that! You would have to be so addicted to your panties that you could not leave them at home for  just a little while! But we are very addicted to our panties, aren't we!

Myself, I have changed into panties in men's locker rooms at exercise facilities or public pools since I was a teen. You just do it fast! Maybe when you take off your slacks and panties or your shorts and panties, you do them together, then put them back on together.

You don't want to be in just in your panties in a guys' locker room! But heck, who wants to go without their panties! Be quick about it but get back into your panties where you should be!

Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

Why do your wear bras? Or not?

Ever pilfer panties from a girl's drawer, clothesline or laundry, etc?,

How do you wear your pantyhose?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?