New Blog: My Life as a Sissy Wife

Don't forget to check out my other blog where I plan to talk about about how I actually ended up being a sissy wife to a dominant woman! Some of you who look in here may be in the same situation! It's in my blog list but the address is:

About this blog: Do you like to read about my thoughts and experiences and those of the followers, or would you rather it be more X-rated like many other blogs?

Who were you with for your first kiss?

You must be a sissy since you view this blog. So just how little is your little sissy clitty?

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Don't you just envy new mothers!

I really envy this girl so much!
Could you just imagine being a new mom and holding your newborn against you like this! 

Just look at the expression on this mom's face! It is priceless! And the photo is just a great expression of what motherhood is all about!

This girl's breasts are nice and plump and engorged and ready to be suckled by the infant!

I am trying not to be sad! This sort of thing is just one of the many things that I really miss by not being born a girl! I know I would have been a really great mother!

Monday, November 26, 2012

How did you look in high school?

Did you look like this in high school?
This is pretty much how I looked in high school! What about you?

I had long hair like this -- maybe a little curlier -- by the time I reached 10th grade. Did not color it in any way like this sissy girl, but I did know sissies who did. I vividly remember a sissy boi who had orange hair in high school! And sometimes you would see a sissy with blonde streaks. Most of the sissies -- though not all -- at least had long hair though.

I was also shaved all over like this sissy girl! Notice her smooth chest! I started shaving my legs earlier than that because the chest hair had not started to come in yet. But when it did, the chest hair had to go too! Then later, the arm hair had to go as well, although even real girls have arm hair. I could not stand the feel nor the sight of any body hair whatsoever except for maybe a girlie V down by my little sissy clitty!

So how about describing how you looked in high school!

Friday, November 23, 2012

Love those leopard prints!

I bought myself something like this
the other day and I love it!
This girl appears to be wearing a camisole,
 I think. My item is definitely a short dress!
Although this could be one as well.
I so love wearing leopard prints!
I have a leopard print bra and
panty set that is so adorable!

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Really missed that affection!

When I was a sissy T-girl in high school and college I gave a lot blow jobs! I am not complaining about that! It was something that suited me and I yearned for as you well know yourself I am sure!

It would have been nice to cuddle guys like
this after pleasuring them!
But these BJs occurred not in a nice warm bed, but in a garage used for a drinking place, a big closet at a party, maybe in a vehicle, maybe outside somewhere. You know all the obvious places where sissies give BJs.

Thinking back now, what I really missed was affection. Not "love" from the guy I was pleasuring, just some affection. Sure these guys liked me because I was giving them blow jobs. But they did not really like me for any other reason.

How nice it would have been to make out with a guy naked in bed, pleasure his cock, swallow his load, keep licking his balls as he came down from his orgasm. But then stay there in bed with him! Kissing him! Caressing him! Cuddling him! Talking! Spending the night with him and holding him all night long!

You know, I cannot remember more than two guys that I ever spent quality time such as this with. Not counting my sissy friend that I would play house with and do a lot of cuddling with! I really missed such interaction.

Sometimes I feel really sad thinking back about how -- outside of relatives -- there really were not a lot people who ever loved me or even showed affection toward me. But I guess such is the life of a sissy or anyone who is different in some way.

Did anyone else find this to be true?

Monday, November 19, 2012

Sent to the principal's office!
I love this photo (found on a great tumblr site for T-girls!)

I envision this girl was called into the principal's office. She was caught giving blow jobs to boys for her lunch money in the janitor's closet. (Oh my! Why did I not think of that when I was in high school? I had to think of it just now! I could have made a lot of lunch money!)

So the principal is deciding what the punishment should be for this silly sissy T-girl. She does not want to be suspended because her parents would punish her as well, like grounding her! But the principal is hanging a suspension over her. She starts to cry like a sissy girl would do in this situation.

She thinks fast though. She's thinking: "What can I do to get myself out of this jam?" What would any sissy do? She hikes up her school girl skirt and pulls down her panties to show the principal her little sissy clitty. She says to him, "Maybe we can work something out, sir. I can't be suspended. I want to go to college. Anyway, my parents will kill me!"

The principal is a reasonable man. Well, he has dealt with incorrigible real girls before. He has made them stay after school for detention, only it has included doing some things for him in his office on a very personal basis!

The principal says, "OK dear, there are some things you can do for me to keep your record clean. Only I'm not interested in that little sissy thing in your panties. Stand up and turn around and bend over. Let me see what you got back there."

The sissy does as she is told. The principal likes what he sees. He smacks the sissy's behind a few times. "OK girl," he says. "You will report to me at 3:30 for the next month. Tell your parents you have a club that is meeting. Since you love sucking dick in the closet I expect great blow jobs from you. I will be fucking that pretty little sissy ass of yours hard and deep. I will get great enjoyment out of spanking and paddling your cute little sissy behind. If I am satisfied, there will be no blemish on your record."

The sissy girl just says, "Thank you sir. I will do whatever you want me to do. Thank you so much for not suspending me." She pulls up her panties and pulls down her skirt and exits the principal's office.

Hope you liked my little story! I have such great sissy imagination, don't I! But it was just something I wish could have happened to me!

Friday, November 16, 2012

A T-girl I wish I could be: Sarina!

The lovely Sarina!
Sarina Valentina is one of my favorite T-girls! And there are an awful lot of them out there!

She is so pretty! Super-gorgeous! The photo at right shows her whole body, her sexy legs and her little sissy clitty, which is just so adorable.

We actually share in that attribute as I am that small as well! But I guess that's what probably makes us sissies and T-girls, isn't it!

The other photo shows just what a dainty submissive sweetie she is! She is probably sitting there waiting on her man so she can pleasure him!

But I would love to be a special girl like her!

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Taking care of your sissy behind!

This is how I often look from behind!
Only my tampon goes in the next hole
up as it does for all of us sissy girls!
I love having a tampon in my sissy behind!

If you do too, you know that not only does it give you the feeling of fullness in your sissy behind that you should always have, it is just the idea that you are doing something so feminine such as putting in a tampon like the real women do!

I actually gave myself an enema to clean out my sissy behind and gave myself a very thorough fucking with a dildo in the shower! I always do this without touching myself in front! Try to have such willpower!

The next time I sat down to tinkle I noticed when I turned around to flush that I had managed to push some of my sissy juices out into the toilet! Just a tiny bit because that is all this sissy can produce anymore!

 I sprayed on a nice scent and inserted my Playtex Gentle Glide tampon! So I still feel nice and full and girlie as far as my sissy behind!

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Transgender winner undecided on sex change

Oh my! Could you imagine looking like this! Then you are recognized for the beauty you have!

And then people ask you if you are going to have a sex change!

I know T-girls decide both ways about that sex change thing. Many are quite happy with the "extra equipment." Many are not happy. Many do not have the means to do it. Nor the opportunity.

But personally, if I looked this great, I would certainly have a sex change. Speaking for myself, I have never been comfortable with what I have down below. Just never felt that it belonged there. It just never matched what is in my head. When I see a pussy I always feel that that is what I wish I had, what better suited me.

Kevin Balot has a big decision! A gorgeous T-girl! But what a gorgeous girl she would be! What would you do if you were in a situation like this? What advice would you give to Kevin Balot?

Putting a name on being a sissy

Please participate in the new poll. I was wondering what others who look in here were called when they were a sissy growing up or even to this day?

I was called all those names in the poll! And some other names that were not so common. I remember a grown man where I worked a summer job when I was in college kept calling me "Suzie Q." He actually did it over and over. And he would say things like "when are you going to blow me?"

But if I had to pick one name that I was called the most, it would have to be pussy. The mean boys in junior and senior high school kept calling me a pussy. All the other sissies too. That seemed to be the popular term for us out my schools. I still remember that harassment and bullying. Still remember the exact boys who did it.

I don't deny that I was and still am a sissy. It's just that I have never forgotten the part that comes with being a sissy that includes such name calling. I know you all had to experience this as well and maybe still do. So make your pick in the poll and also maybe leave a comment about your experiences here!

Do you dare to go out like this?

I actually have this outfit and yes I have dared to wear it in public! I guess I should consider myself lucky that I still have a bummy that allows me to get away with wearing such clothes!

I do not wear a wig in public. As I have written before I might put on a wig for photo shoots here and there. I don't wear a dress in public either, just at home. But I do wear common unisex items in public such as shorts, tank tops, T shirts. Heck, guys were shorts and tank tops, after all, yet real men don't wear dresses, do they!

But the thing with me and other sissies and T-girls is that we wear the feminine versions of everyday items such as shorts and tops. So I have worn these tight-fitting shorts in public! You have to make pretty darn sure though that your little bulge is not showing in the front! You have to tuck and/or wear a control brief to make sure of that! A lot of times I wear a ball cap and sunglasses so I can be a little incognito!

But I do not go out like this for the thrill anymore. I did when I was a teen or younger sissy. There was a certain thrill to it. I do it now because it is me. I am a sissy T-girl! This is how sissy T-girls dress! Am I right?

Monday, November 12, 2012

I envy this girl so much!

Oh how I wish that were me
walking down a beach like that!
She is just perfect! And she
knows how to move it!
You know she has beautiful
men and women in her bed
every night! I envy her so much!

I could live with these "girls"!

I could live with a couple of "girls" like
that on my chest, I really could! I have
wanted those probably ever since
I first saw such things on my
mother! I know that I was born that
way because why in the world
would I have had such feelings at
such a young age!

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Hard nipples hard to hide!

I work in an office and I work evening hours. About two thirds of the people might be gone for the day, but about a third of the people work in the evening.

Working those hours, we are allowed to dress casually like the girl at right. This particular evening I had on a top similar to what this girl is wearing, only it was a hoodie.

No need to go into detail, but at some point during the evening I had to go out and move my car. It was a chilly night and I did not grab my jacket. So I moved my car and I walked back through the big office room. A number of people looked up at me and for some odd reason they kept giving me a second look. Well, I had to tinkle, so I went to the unisex bathroom. When I walked in I saw in the mirror that because of the chill outside my nipples were hard and very noticeable, just like in the photo above! That was what some of those people noticed!

I tried to sneak back to my desk without getting any further notice, but several people again looked up at me. I sat down at my desk and, sure enough, my nipples were still pointing out through my top! I put on my jacket, the one I wrote about in a previous post, and I said something like "Boy it is cold outside. I'm freezing."

Most people at the office -- except for the new people -- know what a sissy I am. But I guess that even if the nipples on a real girl were showing it would make people notice! Did anything like that ever happen to you?

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Ever wonder about porn stars when they were young?

It is obvious why this T-girl
is the one kneeling and
not the one standing!
Ever wonder what T-girl porn stars were like when they were really young? Well I have always wondered that! And I bet they were not much different from you and me at the very start!

I bet the girl at right got into her mother's underwear like we all surely did! Maybe she had a sister like I do and she got into her panty drawer and borrowed things like skirts and dresses and bras and tights like I did! Maybe she wanted to be just like her sister or the other girls just like I did! What T-girl did not get into her sister's things!

Maybe at some point she noticed that she was not like the other boys at all. That she was more like the girls! That her little clitty would never be good for doing boy things. That she loved being smooth like the girls and not hairy like the boys. I bet most of us here had that revelation!

Maybe at some point when she was a teen she noticed how so inadequate she was compared to the other boys that she started feeling and being submissive to them because of that. I know I've been there! Maybe she found that in order to get any attention from the boys she had perform for them on her knees. Been there too!

Maybe she found that she loved being that way so much. Maybe she realized that that was her true position in life. And it would never be any other way!

Like this girl in the photo, she probably got high praise from someone for her cock sucking abilities and high praise for her feminine form. Somehow that led to shemale porn! And you know those girls are doing it not just for some money, but for the enjoyment of it!

Could you imagine actually being paid to suck on a beautiful cock in front of camera! Sounds better to me than how those men are actually paid all that money to play professional sports!

Monday, November 5, 2012

Getting compliments is so nice!

Two women liked
my coat!
Every once in a while I will actually get a NICE comment, as opposed to an insult or sneer, when I am out.

I have had women compliment me on a top or shorts I might be wearing. Maybe my sandals. I have had women compliment me on how nice I smelled on a number of occasions!

Still, on other occasions, teen girls have laughed at me and men have called me a faggot -- right in the middle of a store like Wal-Mart! Just because I was wearing short shorts or my boobies were evident!

So, it was refreshing when over the weekend, TWICE I complimented on my outerwear by women. It has turned chilly in the Northeast -- after a week of rain from Sandy -- so I have been wearing a light coat similar to the one in the photo. Mine has a hood, however.

These two women stopped me to tell me how much they adored my coat! I told them how it was llama wool and was from Ecuador, purchased from an actual person from Ecuador at a local festival. Nice conversations with pretty ladies in both instances.

Have you ever been complimented on something you were wearing by a person you did not know when you were out and about?

Thursday, November 1, 2012

This is how a sissy schoolgirl should be!

I wish I could say this is the view from behind of me walking to or from school! 

Unfortunately, I did not get to dress like the sissy Iwas during school hours. I had to wait until after school to play dress-up with a sissy friend! But it was a much anticipated time of day for us as we sure had fun dressing up in our mothers' lingerie and my sister's clothes after school and on Saturdays!

But in a perfect world, I would have jumped at the chance to be a sissy school girl! I love the short whatever it is to show the sissy behind! Is that a skirt or shorts?

And, of course, what sissy would not have a pink backpack! Or even better: A Hello Kitty backpack or maybe one that just says I (Heart) Black Men on it!

Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

Why do your wear bras? Or not?

Ever pilfer panties from a girl's drawer, clothesline or laundry, etc?,

How do you wear your pantyhose?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?