I know I have gone through various stages as far as wearing clothes. When I was a young sissy and did not really know what was going on, I got a big a big thrill from wearing my sister's and mother's clothes. But did I want to wear them all the time? Of course not. When I wanted to play dress-up, I had to sneak around to do it. And it was a big thrill, as you know.
But starting when I went off to college and beyond that and I no lo
|This is a typical summer look for me, complete|
with handbag and sunglasses. Sure I get
some looks but it not like I was wearing
a dress. But I need to do it because it is
what comes natural and not for a thrill.
It was also at this time when I felt that I was doing this not so much because I was a sissy, but because I was transgender. I wanted to be a girl in the worst way. I wanted to be a guy's girlfriend. I wanted to be a man's wife! Sure I would wear dresses and garter belt and stockings, etc., in private but that did not really matter. I wanted to be a girl even if I was wearing jeans and a T-shirt.
But since we are able to wear certain women's clothes that we can get away with I would wear out in public women's slacks and tops and shorts and shoes, etc. It is not a thrill for me to shave my legs and wear short shorts out in public. It is just what comes natural. If I were wearing a dress, I would get a lot of looks. But wearing women's s shorts, well you might get a few looks, but mostly it is not a big deal.
So in the winter I wear a nice women's sweater. In the summer I wear women's shorts. Women's sandals too. But not a dress and heels out in public. Even though the point of a previous post was how sad it is that we cannot do that.
So Jellybean, I already dress probably 80 percent in women's clothes. I cannot dress that way at work beyond panties and slacks, but still I am able to do that. So if we were able to dress 100 percent of the time in women's clothes I would certainly do it because it would be doing just what comes natural.
I mean right now as I write this I do not even have a dress on, although I could. I am wearing very short shorts and blue and white striped cotton top and sandals with a 1 inch heel, with panties on of course!