New Blog: My Life as a Sissy Wife

Don't forget to check out my other blog where I plan to talk about about how I actually ended up being a sissy wife to a dominant woman! Some of you who look in here may be in the same situation! It's in my blog list but the address is:

About this blog: Do you like to read about my thoughts and experiences and those of the followers, or would you rather it be more X-rated like many other blogs?

Who were you with for your first kiss?

You must be a sissy since you view this blog. So just how little is your little sissy clitty?

Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Please forgive me for re-running older posts!

I hope you don't mind, but I have been re-running some previous posts because this blog has been around for more than 5 years (!) and I would imagine there are some newer followers who are not going to look back that far. Some of the posts I have been editing or adding to them.

Amazing that is has been more than 5 years though! I continue to have thoughts about always wanting to be a girl! The problem is finding the time to write down those thoughts! So please enjoy and comment on some of those older thoughts, especially if you are a new follower!

Monday, April 28, 2014

Wanted to have sex as a girl!

Take a guess where I wanted to be!
When I was 12 or 13 years old, I did not know what it meant to be "gay." Can you identify with that?

All I knew at that time was that I was not like the other boys and that I wanted to dress like the girls -- especially my two older sisters -- and do the things that girls did.

When my sisters brought boyfriends around to our house, I was quite envious!

Still, I did not know the definition of being gay -- or at that time what was more likely to be call "homo."

So when I say that I fantasized about being with strong men, it was not as a boy .... but as a girl or a sissy. Does that make any sense.?

To this day, I am not really into two men having masculine gay sex. That is great for them though! But for me, one partner has to be feminine and submissive! And also denied! I do not like T-girl porn in which she has to cum! I just don't. To me, a T-girl submits to her man or woman and her orgasm is not a factor. It is only their partner's pleasure that counts! But actually, don't T-girls get their pleasure from submitting and GIVING orgasms!

Thursday, April 24, 2014

Fondly remembering self sucks!

Really not able to do this anymore!
OK, admit it: How many of you sissy girls who look in here have every sucked your own little sissy clitty?

It's been years since I have been able to do it but there was a time I looked like the girl in the photo. But once you get out of your teen years and start to grow around the waist, it gets a little harder to do such a thing! I actually would be afraid to even try it today!

I even had to bend more than this girl in the photo because I am nowhere near her length! That's what happens when you have just an inch or two!

But I would throw my legs back over my head and suck on my little sissy clitty like the girl in the photo and make a little spurt into my mouth that I swallowed! 

Can't explain exactly why I did this because there were plenty of boys that I was sucking! But they certainly were not sucking me in return so that was the only way I was going to get sucked I guess!

But when I came across this photo it had me thinking back to that time! So, tell me, did you do this as a young teen? If so, how long were you able to do it? Anyone able to do it as an older sissy?

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Updating a favorite post: School days

Why couldn't we sissies wear even
a nice conservative outfit
like this too school?

Don't you wish you could have gone to school dressed like this T-girl? 

In a nice conservative skirt and blouse?

Of course, nasty bullies would have beat you up. But I never understood why those bullies in school never liked us. What were they afraid of? We're they afraid about their own sexuality? It could never be that they were afraid they might actually like us. Could it?

I do know one thing. Bullies hated me because the prettiest girls included me in their circle as a friend during junior and senior high school. I would even be invited over to their houses and got to know their moms and dads. (Who, by the way, thought I was just so sweet and wouldn't have complained at all if their daughters actually dated me. I was safe, I guess!)

Bullies also hated me because I shaved my legs as soon as the hair started coming in. But why would they hate me? What did that have to do with them anyway? This bullying is still going on. I read it in the news all the time. And it will probably never stop. 

But do you think there will ever come the day when T-girls like us can actually wear what they want to school or on the job. I doubt it, but who would have ever thought gay marriage would be legal, as it is several states already?

Great to see how things turned out!

German artist Christian Schad (1894–1982)
I have written in this blog about how we would "play house" as teen sissies at my sissy friend's house. How he would supply his mother's lingerie like garter belts and stockings and how I had access to my sisters' dresses, etc.

And how other boys joined us and how we gave them blowjobs after school and on Saturday mornings. Ah, a great time!

But the point today is that through Facebook I have found that my main old sissy friend is gay and in a relationship with a man and another boy who joined us but did not dress in the feminine clothes is also gay and has a male partner.

Although they may be effeminate and dress up in private, they just don't appear like they are still sissy girls like I am. One even has facial hair, which I would never have in a million years. But the fact that they are with male partners ... not surprised at all! Good for them!

I would like to "friend" them and catch up on what they are doing. That would be so nice. They both live out of town, although one's brother is good friends with my sister.

But I was not surprised to see their relationship status. Me, at one time I wanted the same thing very badly -- to be with a man -- but was not accepted in the gay community. Maybe things are different now. So I ended up being an effeminate submissive, going with guys and gals, and eventually married to an assertive dominate woman who accepts me the way I am. 

Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

Why do your wear bras? Or not?

Ever pilfer panties from a girl's drawer, clothesline or laundry, etc?,

How do you wear your pantyhose?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?