New Blog: My Life as a Sissy Wife

Don't forget to check out my other blog where I plan to talk about about how I actually ended up being a sissy wife to a dominant woman! Some of you who look in here may be in the same situation! It's in my blog list but the address is:

About this blog: Do you like to read about my thoughts and experiences and those of the followers, or would you rather it be more X-rated like many other blogs?

Who were you with for your first kiss?

You must be a sissy since you view this blog. So just how little is your little sissy clitty?

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Here's a story that popped into my head!

Funny how a memory can pop into your head at any time:

When I started college I met a girl through an organization and we became girl friends, although definitely not girlfriends. She was really liberal and liked to be around gay guys and sissies.

Anyway, she lived near my hometown and I was at her house a lot. She had a brother who was still in high school. In the process of talking to him, he introduced me to these two other boys. I remember one was David; the other I'll call Brucy because I don't remember his name even though I can picture his face from that time.

David and Brucy, it seemed, were giving special favors to a guy who lived out in the middle of nowhere, the brother, Kevin, said. They would go to this man's house and get naked and he would kiss and cuddle with them or even just have them be naked with him for hours. And of course, they would also give him blowjobs.

Kevin said he knew about this because he had asked David and Brucy where they were getting all their money and jewelry and other gifts that they would show off.

(By the way, I hope David and Brucy were 18 -- and they might very well have been because they were seniors in high school -- so this was legal at least in the age of consent sense. I know the sissies in my group played around with other boys, but never with adult men.)

Having said the above, I do remember thinking how lucky David and Brucey were and how I wished I had a gig like that! And I guess I really could have. There were men in my neighborhood who would eye me up when I passed by in my girlie short shorts with my shaved legs and painted nails and all. And some of these men were dads who probably knew from their teen sons which sissies were giving their sons blowjobs!

I would fantasize about real men and even eye them up in the pool locker room. It was probably my greatest wish to be in the arms of real man! But sadly, it did not happen. Lucky for David and Brucy that it happened for them. 

I might add here that David and Brucy weren't even sissies; I don't even know if they were gay boys. I remember that they were on their high school's basketball team. Might have just been doing it for the money and gifts!

I hope you enjoyed this little memory that popped into my head the other day!

Thursday, June 19, 2014

Strong girls vs. weak sissies!

I was just wondering: 

Nowadays, you see so many strong, athletic girls out there, like the softball player in the photo. You see many girls in the military. You just see so many girls who are executives and are strong and assertive and dominant.

That must mean there is a corresponding number of sissies out there who are meek and submissive and not strong and not athletic! Sissies like the ones who look in here!

So, my point is: if girls can be opposite of what they should be, that is strong and dominant, then why can't boys be opposite of what they should be, that is weak and submissive, like the sissy below. Talk about a double standard! But it has always been that way hasn't it? Even more so today.

I guess up until the 60s, women stayed at home in their house dresses having babies and doing housework, while their men worked in the steel mills. Effeminate sissies had it very tough. In fact, they just stayed in the background.

Now, the women are assertive, so why can't we sissies be our effeminate submissive selves! The good news is that nowadays we actually can! So, my point is, it is only fair: if girls want to be like guys, then we sissies certainly should be able to be like girls!

Ha ha, this is an essay, isn't it! But these are great times for sissy T-girls!

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

Stumbling upon a memorable scene!

This is what I stumbled upon one day when I was
on a bike trail in a park and it left a big impression
on a teenage sissy, for sure!
Near where I grew up there is a big state park. Also a very sizable lake with a bike trail going about 7 miles along the shore and into the woods.

When I was in high school and college, I would throw my bike into the back of my hatchback car and go out and ride the bike trail, often by myself. One time, when I was in high school, I was out on the trail when I noticed some people out in the brush. It was not uncommon to see people out there hiking because there were several hiking trails as well.

But they were not hiking. A naked guy was lying on a blanket with his big hard dick sticking straight up in the air and a pretty girl was bouncing up and down on it. I think they must have thought they were in an area where they would not be seen. That must have been why they never noticed me standing about 100 feet away watching them.

It seemed like I was sitting there on my bike watching them for a long time, but I bet it was just a few minutes. I went on my way and they never even knew they were spotted.

I don't remember exactly what year of high school I was in when that happened, sophomore or junior I recall, but I do know that was the first time I ever saw two strangers having sex. I know I was giving blowjobs to the boys and saw other sissy friends giving blowjobs, but I knew all those sissies and boys. I hadn't ever even seen a porn movie.

So, seeing that naked girl bouncing up and down on that guy's big beautiful cock made a big impression on me. I went home and that was all I could think of for days and nights. Of course, I wanted to be like that girl so much! Pretty, nice breasts, smooth all over, lovely pussy, giving a man pleasure with it! Oh my, it was almost too much for me to take mentally!

Anyway, has anyone else who looks in here ever stumbled across a scene similar to what I saw? Please tell us about it!

Thursday, June 12, 2014

Prancing around in sister's clothing!

I thought this caption was great! This was me when I was about 12 or 13 years old!

I have a sister who is just year older than me. At that time she was one of the prettiest and most popular girls in school. She was one of the girls most desired by the boys in school. I wanted to be just like her!

In a small way, that meant dressing up in her clothes. Of course, I was caught at it because she noticed things had been moved and she was so sweet -- she actually gave me some of her hand-me-downs and some undies she no longer wanted. To this day, I love her so much for doing that!

I became popular in my own way in high school by becoming one of the sissies who not-so-secretly gave blowjobs to any of the boys who wanted them!

Anyway, did you prance around in your sister's clothing when you were a young sissy?

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Ever give a BJ out in public?

OK, fess up! I bet that if you are a sissy T-girl who looks in here that you have at some point given a guy a blowjob in a public spot! 

Here's your chance to tell us about it!

For me, it happened several times in high school. We kids used to party in a picnic shelter behind the school district's administration building. Someone had figured out that it was hidden enough to party and also had escape routes in case we had to run if the police showed up. And several times they did!

But there were trails and park benches back there. Heck, one of the escape routes was to run down one of those trails. In fact, the cross country team used them.

So we would be drinking at these parties and the alpha males at some point would demand a blowjob from either the slutty girls or the sissies, both of which were always happy to oblige. 

I would end up sitting with a guy on one of these benches and my face would end up in his lap just like the real girl in the clip above. And I would enjoy giving a guy a nice blowjob and I would swallow and we would head back to the group. Of course, everyone knew what we were up to because one of those alpha males would otherwise not be hanging out with a sissy. Most often, another alpha male would come up to you and say "I'm next" and you would head back to that bench!

OK, so it was not really really in public. It was in a hidden spot and it was dark, but still it took place with other people around and not in some guy's bedroom.

The neatest thing about it was that I was not the only sissy doing it. The slutty girls were giving BJs too and so too were the girls who were going steady with guys. You could just count on getting a BJ at these parties if you were an alpha male.

So has any other sissy T-girl done stuff like this?

Sunday, June 1, 2014

First thoughts of wanting to be a girl!

I watched my mother breast-feed my little brother
and I realized that I wished I could do that too!
What about you?
As I have written before, I really do not remember much before the age of 8. I see photos of me in 1st grade at age 6 and they stir some memories or feelings but I really do not remember much. I do, however, really looked like a little timid sissy in those old photos!

But when I was 8, I remember that time because my little brother was born. I also had two older sisters. The one sister, who was just a year older, was the one that I wanted to be like!

But when I was 8 and my brother came along, I remember how my mother would nurse him right in front of us. She must have figured it was in her own house and not out in public, so she just did it.

I do remember seeing this and I do remember how it left an impression on me. I know my sissy and girlie ways really kicked in a couple of years later but seeing my mother's breasts and seeing her breast-feed my brother was a pleasant experience for me. At that time and for the years that followed I enjoyed seeing my mother just be a mother and housewife and I started to realize that that was how I wanted to be!

Does this resonate with anybody? Was there one thing she saw or experienced that  really made you realize what a sissy you were and how much you wanted to be a girl?

Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

Why do your wear bras? Or not?

Ever pilfer panties from a girl's drawer, clothesline or laundry, etc?,

How do you wear your pantyhose?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?