New Blog: My Life as a Sissy Wife

Don't forget to check out my other blog where I plan to talk about about how I actually ended up being a sissy wife to a dominant woman! Some of you who look in here may be in the same situation! It's in my blog list but the address is: http://mylifeasasissywife.blogspot.com/

About this blog: Do you like to read about my thoughts and experiences and those of the followers, or would you rather it be more X-rated like many other blogs?

Who were you with for your first kiss?

You must be a sissy since you view this blog. So just how little is your little sissy clitty?

Monday, September 28, 2015

First time going for a girlie walk

Do you remember the first time you dressed up like a girl and went out for a walk?

I started doing that when I was 13 and starting in junior high school. I remember I put on a short skirt and sweater with bra and panties and pantyhose underneath. I didn't have any heels, so I put on these skimpy canvas casuals that you now see at Walmart for two or three bucks. I did not have a wig either, so I put on a woman's hat. I couldn't walk out of the house like that, so I hid the hat and I pulled on a pair of jeans. But once I got into the woods behind my house I took off the jeans and left them there.

I walked across town, not through the main streets, but through the residential areas where it was not as bright. Boy was I ever scared. Did you ever do anything silly like that when you were a young girlie boy?

So I get to about the end of town and by that time I am really scared, especially since I have a long way to go back. And my heart was pounding. I wasn't going to get caught since my head was covered, but I still worried about it.

I went back the way I came and to the spot on the woods where I left my jeans. Put the jeans back on and went back into my house. This was maybe two hours later. My heart was pounding the whole time, but I remember how much I loved it. And I would do it again and again.

Anyone else do that?

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

Regrets about the prom!

I regret that I could not
be a prom date!
So another prom season is upon us and has been for several weeks. Driving around on Friday and Saturday nights I have seen the pretty girls all dressed up in their gowns, and on the arm of cute boy!

So, needless to say, I wish I could have been one of those girls. That is one of my great regrets of growing up a sissy -- not being able to do certain things that the real girls do. Being a cheerleader or on the dance team are others!

I wish I could have gotten all prettied up, had my makeup and hair and nails done! I wish I could have slipped into a short prom gown like the one pictured! I wish a cute boy would have picked me up and given me a corsage!

Certainly one of the boys I was giving blowjobs to could have taken me but that was not going to happen. And that's even though he would have gotten a nice blowjob afterwards, something that most real girls were not going to do!

I did not go to my prom, even in boy mode. No girl was going to ask a sissy to go and I was too shy to ask a pretty girl to go. I know I could have asked a shy girl to go. But I was so much into being girlie at that point in my life that it would have felt really really awkward for me to dress up in a tuxedo and escort a girl wearing the prom gown that I wish I was wearing!

This T-girl, Angie, was a prom queen! So envious!
No, it would have been a nice evening only if I was being my girlie self and that was not going to happen. Especially at my high school, which was in a conservative Republican stronghold.

I really admire those T-girls who are going to their proms in this day and age! And some T-girls are even being crowned the prom queen, like Angie in the bottom photo! Also, there are LGBT proms too and I certainly would have settled for something like that when I was in high school!

What about you? Do you have regrets about not being able to go to your prom as a girl? Did anyone have the opportunity to go to an LGBT prom?

Monday, May 11, 2015

Learning from mother in the bathroom!

OK, so that top photo never ever happened with me! I never spent one second in the bathroom with my father doing "guy things." He did not even show me how to shave when that time came.


However, I spent a lot of time in the bathroom with my mother! Many times I would just be sitting there like this boy in the photo talking to her while she showered. 

Of course, I saw everything about her because she did not hide it. Her beautiful breasts. Her smooth body. Her patch of pubie hair! She became my idol! I saw her pregnant naked body when my little brother came along when I was 8. Such envy!

By the time I was a teen I watched her shaving her legs and learned how to do that from her! I watched how she put on her lipstick and makeup and how she did her hair and eyebrows and eyelashes! I grew to love perfume because of her and often borrowed some! And I saw her in her lingerie and I attribute that to my first yearnings to also wear it!

I know in my teen years I wanted to be a teen girl like my sister and the girls at school, but my first love of femininity came from watching my mother! 

What about you? As a young sissy, did you spend time with your mother in the bathroom and learned feminine things from her?



Friday, May 1, 2015

Playing with the hula hoops with the girls!

When I was a young teen sissy I would play with hula hoops with the neighborhood girls and other sissies for hours!

While the boys were playing ball the girls and the sissies -- when they were not watching the boys! -- would be playing with hula hoops and jumping rope a lot.

I actually was quite good with the hula hoop! Not so good jumping rope! It was like I had three feet!

But we sissies really enjoyed doing things with the girls! And that included talking about boys we liked! A lot of times after playing with hula hoops and jumping rope, we sissies would be invited over to a girl's house to listen to music or just talk.

The only bad thing that I remember from this is that some of the mean boys would come around and, seeing us sissies playing with the girls, would call us fairies and faggots and cunts and such. That was tough, but our girl friends would tell them to knock it off.

But overall it was an enjoyable time. I did not have a lot of regular friends besides the other sissies and the girls who accepted us, so I really appreciated these times with the girls.

What about you? Every try the hula hoop or jump rope? Did you do it with the girls or other sissies? Tell us about your memories of doing such things or other things with the girl!

Monday, April 27, 2015

Sexy auto words: rims and balls!

So, the other day, despite the fact that we w
I had to put on drab clothes before going
down to the tire shop, or else I would have
looked like this, my attire at home! 
ere still getting snow showers here in the Northeast U.S., I was convinced enough that we were not going to get a big snow that I decided to go down to a nearby tire shop to get my snow tires taken off.

I have been to this place a number of times and have always gotten good service. There is one thing however when I go to such places: I always get curious looks. And if it is summertime and I am wearing short shorts, then I really get the looks!

But the thing I noticed on this trip was that when the managers and workers and men who stopped in there were talking, it might as well have been in a foreign language to me! They were talking about certain types of tires -- I only know all-season tires and snow tires -- and alignments and getting new rims. A guy came in to buy an air horn for a truck!

Now the only thing I know about rims is this: Because I am submissive I have rimmed people's assholes!

My brother-in-law recently replaced a ball joint on my car and I have no idea why! It came up when he was inspecting it, as he is a mechanic. I didn't get a chance to discuss it with him yet because he picked up my car and dropped it off when it was done and I was not there to see him. I do know that the ride became better.

But the only thing I know about ball joints is that joint under a guy's dick! I know what it takes to pleasure that joint for sure!

I have written before about my lack of knowledge about cars, ha ha not to mention plumbing, electricity, fixing anything! But that is why I have job to make the money to have men take care of me!

When I was leaving the tire store, of course I got lots of looks. They all were thinking "what a sissy fag" I guess. But I was happy to have my summer tires back on. 

What I am able to do is bake some nice cupcakes and take them down to the guys, but I don't know how well that would be received!


Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Pregnancy frustration!

Ever since I was a young
sissy I have wished I
could be like this! But
it has been just another
frustration out of many
for we who are transgender.

Monday, April 20, 2015

Just like my sister's dressing table!

Here is another cartoon where I have
to mention my sister! She had a little
dressing table like this one and when
she was not at home I would play
in her bras and panties and hose and
experiment with her makeup! I got
very good at that and also practiced
with my sissy best friend.

It was a great time except for when
I would hear the front door open
and had to run to the bathroom to get
out of those undies and wash
that makeup off my face!

Friday, April 3, 2015

I needed a man to change my tire!

I felt like this as the AAA guy
changed my tire!
Recently I had a flat tire and that really made for a sucky day!

Fortunately I was in a convenience store parking lot and enjoyed a cup of coffee while I waited for a tow truck from AAA to come and change my tire. Almost three hours! Luckily, the store had wi-fi!

Anyway, you may ask, why didn't you just change the tire yourself and not waste three hours waiting?

Obvious answer: I am such a sissy that I cannot change a tire! I never learned how to! I know about housework and baking and buying lingerie and how to get a guy or gal off with my mouth, but not too much about cars!

So, I have always been a AAA member and this was not the first time I have had to call them to have a tire changed or for a jump start.

So I waited. Then the tow truck pulls up and a big black guy comes to me to change the tire. I know he must have been thinking: "What a fag, cannot even change a tire!" Well, that is something I cannot dispute! 

I waited almost three hours and the guy changes the tire in probably 10 minutes as I looked on like the girl in the above photo! 

Turns out the tire valve was bad and I had to take it to the tire shop and have them replace it and put the tire back on the car for me. I always get looks from the workers when I am sitting in a tire or auto shop waiting room for simple car repairs. Could be my tight girlie jeans or most likely my breasts I would think!

But my question for you is: Can you do things like change a tire or do you have to rely on a real man to do it for you like I do?


I am so weak, what about you?

The other day I went to the hardware store to buy a furnace filter. I have no idea about such things. That is a manly thing, like car stuff. But I did have the presence of mind to save the flap from the box from the last time I bought one. So I got the man at the store to help me find it.

He asked if I needed anything else and I said I probably needed a bag of salt for the water softener. After I paid and went to grab the salt I found I had trouble lifting it. It was only a 40-pound bag. So the man had to come over and help me get it into the back of my van. I was not overly embarrassed because that happens to me all the time. (One time I purchased a 100-pound tub of chlorine and I could not even begin to budge it! The man at the pool store put it in my van and I had to get a kid across the road to get it out for me and carry it to the back of the house!) But I can imagine how the man went back into the store and shared with a laugh my plight with the other actual men in the store.

So I take the salt home and can barely get it out of the van. Luckily, I had a dolly to get it into the house. Now, I have to lift it to pour it into the water softener. I used all my strength to lift it the four feet or so. It said it was an "easy-opening bag," but I had trouble ripping it open.

Oh well. I have always had skinny girlie arms and weak wrists. I was among the sissies in gym class who could not climb the rope or do a pullup. I could not play the boy sports, but instead played tennis and swam and ran. My arms have never changed through the years and if anything have gotten even weaker.

Update April 2015: I continue to lose muscle mass from taking female hormones but I guess you probably understand how great I think that is! Besides my arms, my legs are especially girlie now. But I have always had sexy girlie legs, even if I do say so myself!

I always have to buy that salt for the water softener and it is a constant struggle to carry and lift even a 40-pound bag of it! I know that is the extend of what I can lift because I barely manage to do it!

What about you? Would you rather be a weak sissy or would you rather be strong like a real guy? I do actually admire those strong female athletes, but I would rather be build like a Playmate or a Victoria's Secret model than, say, one of the Williams sisters.

Wednesday, April 1, 2015

Prancing around in sister's clothes!

I love this caption!
This was definitely how I was when I
was a young sissy of age 12 or 13!
Having a sister just a year older
was a dream come true for a
young sissy girl! I had access
to not only dresses, but bras and
panties and so many sweet
other things!

Thursday, March 19, 2015

Wouldn't you love to be naked all the time?

I was thinking today as I was going about the house naked doing my housework, how lovely it would be if we sissy girls could be naked all the time for the world to see our little sissy clitties and our budding breasts!

This is actually a longtime fantasy of mine: to be naked all the time! How lovely it would be to show off your shaved body! Of course if you could be naked all the time you would have to be on hormones so as to not produce a silly erection!

You know, as an adult I have been to the YMCA and various health clubs and have actually taken showers in the men's shower room. Obviously, we cannot use the women's shower. Sometimes the family locker room would be available at the YMCA, but most often not because mom's would take their little kids in there.

But I have gone into the men's shower with shaved body and breasts and little sissy clitty and painted toenails. Yes, I really have! Have you ever done that? 

What you do is not make eye contact, just lather up, rinse and get out. Dry off in a corner of the locker room. Wrap a big towel around you! But I have done that because I still like to go to workout or swim places.

I have gotten many looks and some comments, of course. But heck, many regular guys, especially the older guys and bigger guys, have breasts! Some guys are smooth! Some guys have tiny dicks! I just happen to put it all together!

But how wonderful it would be if we sissies could be naked all the time!

Tuesday, March 17, 2015

Confused about Bruce Jenner's "transition"

I'm afraid I'm a little confused about what is going on with Bruce!

I have been reading reports about his transition that say he is going to keep his penis. Well, that's fine, as I also have kept my penis due to circumstances in my life but I have never once considered myself transitioned.

I have been dressing and acting like a girl since I was 13 and as an adult I have been taking hormones. But I have not fully transitioned. I have nice breasts but to me, "transition" means the plumbing down below comes off. If not, then there is no transition. Bruce will be lust like me, a transgender who takes hormones.

I have always not wanted a penis. It has made me very sad to have it, but you live with it. I know many of you understand that. I never had the opportunity or money to have the surgery.

When I hear the phrase "transition into a woman" that means to me that the penis has been removed and a new vagina formed in its place. It that how you feel? Is that the real medical meaning?

I know officially I am a guy because I still have a penis, but I consider myself transgender. I do not consider myself transitioned into a woman because women have vaginas.

So I am confused about what it means to most people to "transition."



Monday, March 9, 2015

Who was your first kiss with?

My first kissing experience was like this,
 but also involved two girls.
Who was the first person you kissed and what were the circumstances?

I'm not talking about kissing your aunt or cousin either. Who was the first non-relative girl or boy you kissed on the lips.

I am wondering this because it was in Dear Abby today: A mother was distressed because her son had his first kiss and it was with another boy.

So I will go first. When my very first kiss occurred there was a boy and two girls present and we kissed each other. So I sort of had my first kiss with a boy, although I do not remember if I kissed the boy first or one of the girls first.

I also don't remember exactly how old I was but it was before junior high school I know for sure. It was at the later grade school level.

I remember it was snowing out and we were in the back yard of one of the girls and we were playing in the snow -- throwing snowballs and building a snowman, that sort of thing. What started the kissing  I also don't remember but I kissed the girls, I kissed the boy, the girls kissed the boy, the girls kissed each other. I don't think I felt the girls kissing was hot back then like I would do now!

I went on to kiss other boys and also girls as well. And I went on to give lots of oral pleasure to both too.

But what were the circumstances of your first kiss? 

Thursday, February 19, 2015

Just how little are you?

A follower requested that a poll be made that asks just how little your little sissy clitty is?

Because I am submissive to everyone, that wish will be granted!

I, myself, have 1 inch and because of hormones it pretty much stays that way. But I love it that way! It really suits me! The only thing better would be to not have it at all!

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

My therapy -- looking back at great sissy times!

I think one of the reasons I really enjoy writing this blog is that it is sort of therapy for me! When I am busy, tired, depressed, etc., I think back to one of the best times of my life -- for the most part ! -- and that was being a teen sissy.

Sure there were times when I was bullied and called names and as you know that was not a lot of fun at all. But boy was it ever an exciting time! I have written about my experiences as a teen sissy and this blog has brought memories that I had forgotten back into my mind. Just some silly things that happened to me, but probably were quite common with fellow sissy T-girls who look in here.

So, anyway, I was thinking about this the other day:

I knew this older kid -- and I'll just call him Teddy to pick any name -- growing up in the neighborhood. He had a younger really hot sister my age who was my close friend, although certainly not a girlfriend because she would be with the hot guys in junior and senior high school. But she was one of those girls who let sissies be close to them because we were harmless.

So, I would be down at their house a lot. Teddy actually sold me a bike and would give me rides on his motorcycle.

Now here's the funny part. When the real boys in the neighborhood would get together, sometimes they would get really crude and talk about their dicks! And actually whip them out for comparison and to show them off if they had the biggest. 

One time when the boys were gathered in the back yard at Teddy's house, I dropped by to visit his sister and saw what the boys were doing. I saw Teddy's big thick cock! Oh my, it left an impression on me! I 15 or 16 and was already a cocksucker but had seen cocks like that only on the men in locker rooms! Of course, because I was jail bait, I was not going to be sucking them, just admiring them!

So, the next time I was at Teddy's house to see his sister, he asked me what I thought of his dick. I remember laughing and saying something like "Are you kidding me!" Knowing what a sissy I was and my reputation of course, he asked me if I wanted to suck it! I said oh yes! But that was a bad time, so we made arrangements to meet later that night at a garage out of which his dad conducted his construction business.

So I met Teddy there and we went into his dad's office where there was a desk and fridge and a couch. I got nakie and he sat on the couch and I pulled off his socks and shoes and shorts and underwear. So there I was on my knees on the floor with my little peanut sissy clitty and he was sitting on the couch with this cock that had to be 6 inches limp and really thick! 

I have to say it was the most delicious cock I had ever tasted up to that point in time and I must say rivals with the best cock I ever sucked period! It felt so big in my mouth and of course it grew! None of the other boys I sucked even came close.

So I licked and sucked on his balls, which where quite big as well, and eagerly ate his dick and until he came in my mouth. I remember that we did not kiss or hug -- and that was common with sissies and the guys they sucked -- but I did hug his midsection after he came and kept my face against his privates for a few minutes, just savoring his taste and smell!

He said I did a great job and he said he was going to tell his sister what a great job I did. I said "don't you dare!" And he said he was just joking. He said he would want more of that so I sucked his cock probably a dozen times more that summer until he went away to college. And then a bunch of times the following summer. After that I did not see him around that much and soon it was time for me start college and get a summer job, etc.

His sister remained my friend all through high school and I spent a lot of time with her and her other hot friends. Isn't that one of the funniest things about growing up a sissy! Those hot girls accept us as their friends! Hard to figure! But I was always thinking about if Teddy told her I was eating his dick because he would always threaten to tell her and even drop these subtle hints to her. What a shit he was!

Anyway, like I said, it is great therapy to remember these great times growing up a sissy! Please comment on it because I like that too and it is especially great if you add your own stories!








How a sissy should pee!

Follow this proper way to tinkle!
How a sissy should pee!

1 -- Pull up your dress or skirt or pull down your short shorts.

2 -- Pull down your panties

3 -- Do not touch your little sissy 1 inch clitty.

4 --  Sit toward the back of the toilet seat, then pivot forward so you clitty is pointed down.

5 -- Remember: Don't touch your sissy clitty like a man would!

6 -- Make your little sissy tinkle in the toilet.

7 -- Take a couple of sheets of toilet paper and dab the little thimble-like head of your clitty so you do not drip in your panties. But don't touch anything else!

8 -- Stand up and change your feminine protection. Wrap it up in tissue for disposal.

9 -- Spray around your sissy clitty and around your ass pussy with feminine deodorant spray.

10 -- Pull up your panties.

11 -- Pull down your skirt or dress, or pull up your short shorts.

12 -- While you are in the bathroom, freshen up whatever girlie scent you are wearing.

13  -- Oh, and don't forget to wash your hands! (Thanks, Billie!)

Monday, February 16, 2015

Tried a tampon!


Well, encouraged by some readers here and elsewhere, I tried a tampon for the first time the other day.
And  I have to say it was great sissy experience!
I shaved nice and smooth and took a dab of lube and put it in my ass pussy and slid in the tampon!
I did my housework wearing just the tampon, the string hanging from my sissy ass pussy! 
I always enjoy housework, but I enjoyed it  much more that day because I was so much more girlie that day!
Of course, I could feel it inside me at all times!
What a great symbol of being a sissy!



Thursday, February 5, 2015

I would practice this Marilyn Monroe pose!

I am updating this post because every time I see this famous photo of Marilyn Monroe, I think about how I would get nakie and try to pose just like her as a young sissy:

I guess this is her Playboy pose when she was the first Playmate. Correct me if I am wrong. But I do know it is one of the most famous poses ever!

Somehow I came across this photo when I was a young teen sissy! Countless times I would practice this pose! I'd look in the mirror to get my arms in the right position. And cross my feet the way she did. And hide the one eye. And I'd jut out my chest -- as if I had boobies like her! But suck the belly in!

I actually still try that pose once in a while!

Monday, January 26, 2015

I envy those Miss Universe girls so much!

I was hoping for Miss USA to win!
And wishing I could be like her!
On a day during which the Pro Bowl was on TV, as well as the NHL All-Star Game and my college basketball team, what did I could not wait to watch?

The Miss Universe pageant, of course!

I love those pageants and I envy those girls so much! I was really pulling for Miss USA Nia Sanchez and I thought Miss Philippines had a great chance too, but Nia finished runnerup to Miss Colombia. Not a bad choice either!

I don't know how the judges really choose! I wish I could be any one of those girls, don't you!

I love the swimsuit and gown competitions, not so much the question. I thought the girls looked silly answering their questions toward the end. I guess this pageant does not have the talent competition.

But wouldn't it be great to be a tall slender beautiful girl like that with great tits and legs and butt! Like I said, I sit there and watch with so much envy of those girls!

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Don't you hate peeing at a urinal!

Don't you hate standing up
at a urinal to pee? So un-girlie!
As a sissy T-girl I find it so disgusting to have to stand at a urinal to pee! Don't you?

I like to have a nice and clean-smelling toilet so I can sit down and pee like a girl! Now, I do get that at home of course and I can use a unisex bathroom at work that is mostly acceptable, but a lot of times when you are out or traveling the bathrooms are pretty disgusting. So you end up not using the toilet and standing at a urinal. Don't you just hate that!

What gets me is that some big-name restaurants have smelly bathrooms. And rest stops aren't so great either because they can just be so busy. 

I always have to chuckle because I like to go to state parks and the bathrooms are always cleaner than the restaurants I visit!

I am always on the lookout for a unisex bathroom in places that also have separate men's and women's facilities. 

But standing up at a urinal with men! I just hate it!

Wonder how many know what this is!

I wonder how many males know what this is and what to do with it!

I wonder how many sissies who look in here have ever used one of these!

I know for sure that if you are a sissy girl and you have ever used one of these items, then you are definitely the truest of sissies! You really really should have had a pussy instead of a clitty!

Monday, January 12, 2015

That wonderful smooth sissy feeling!

You know how wonderful it is to shave your legs and everything else to be a smooth sissy, right!

(Of course you do; that's why you are reading this!)

This morning when I shaved I used a new blade, which always makes the feeling extra special. But my skin was very dry and I found myself scratching at my shins! So I made sure to apply some sweet-smelling moisturizing cream and that made me feel so very sissy wonderful. Add to that my perfume that I used on top!

A lot of times I forget about moisturizing, but my skin is just so dry from being in that indoor heat so much. So it did help a lot and my legs felt so baby-bum smooth from using the new blade and cream. I know that is one of the simple pleasures of being a sissy girl but it gives you such a wonderful feeling!

Friday, January 2, 2015

Our mothers: A first impression and first envy!

I don't remember a whole lot of stuff that happened to me before I was 8 or 9 years old. At one time, I thought I could not believe it when someone says they knew they should have been a girl when they were 4 or 5 years old!

But, looking back now, I guess I can say there were signs that I was that way, but at that time I did not know what they meant.

But I can say that one thing that left an impression on me was that my mother liked to wear those see-through nightgowns that I guess were very popular at that time. Pictured in her nighty is Cindy Fuller, who was a Playmate in 1959. My mother was built like that and even looked like that and that is why I posted that picture.

So of course, getting to see very easily how my mother was built left a huge impression on me. I obviously could not explain what was going on with me, but I do remember how my mother wore those nightgowns and how you could see her big beautiful breasts. And of course there were other times when she would walk around naked from the bathroom to her bedroom or she might call me into her bedroom when was getting dressed.

So my point is, I saw my mother's breasts a lot and that is pretty much one of the few things that I remember at a very young age. And, being a momma's boy, I wanted to be like my mother in all ways! What she did and what she wore and of course what she looked like! I envied her in all ways and those breasts were a subject of wonder for me!

I stuck to my mother! I never wanted to be like my dad and I bet if you are reading this then you certainly understand what I am talking about!

So did your own mother leave any sort of impression on you?

Throughout your life as a sissy T-girl, what derogatory name have you been called the most?

Why do your wear bras? Or not?

Ever pilfer panties from a girl's drawer, clothesline or laundry, etc?,

How do you wear your pantyhose?

As a young sissy, did you look at naked men in locker rooms?

Did you ever raid a clothesline for bras or panties?

Do you hate getting erections?

Do you want to have your penis removed?

Do you take female hormones to be more girlie?

What is your mental state as a T-girl who wishes they were a girl?

Do you tuck away your sissy clitty to pretend you are a girl?

Do you wear a bra on a daily basis?

As a t-girl, what do you shave? (Pick closest choice)

What is your favorite lingerie?

You have always wanted one, but what would you call it?

Did you have a crush on a boy when you were in high school?

When you see a gorgeous girl, do you want to:

At this exact second, what are you wearing?

Do you use feminine protection?

Who was the first female you envied and wanted to be like?

Growing up, did you place dress-up with a sissy friend?

Did you play with dolls like Barbie and Tammy as a young sissy?